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And sometimes you just gotta trust me when I say that
I'd choose you over anyone in this world.


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Sarcasm,
one of my best specialties.
(:


I'D SAY
Won't give up on
something
that I can't go a day
without thinking about.

Nd that's you
baby.


Can't promise forever,
but for as long as I can,
I'd be here.


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Sunday, October 21, 2007 @ 10:40 PM
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IT'S FINAL, DON'T WORRIE (:


XOXOs

Saturday, October 20, 2007 @ 6:03 PM
What's going to happen to me?
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Decided to devote all my coins into here from today onwards =D
Bought these piggy banks cos there is EEYORE on it:)
Nd I like th Ultraman one tOo.

BBDC-ed again in th afternoOn. Yayness. All theory lessons are OVER. No more seating in cold roOms for 100 minutes; but have to be bbqed in th sun for 100 minutes each practical practice. Argh. Must wear lOng sleeves; troublesome.

I'm tired of this blogskin. I wanna change.

OH! Did I mention smth? In my WebPulishing class, 1.the lecturer is called KC -which sounds like Casey- nd he's a guy. 2.There's a guy called Shane. How great; imagine Shane McCutcheon in my class =/ 3.There's a guy- Lawrence lOokalike! Haha, that is if you know which Lawrence I'm referring to. Gees>.<

You know I really like to blog? Cos I can write whatever I want here; no matter people reads or not. =x
&^%$#, that's it.


XOXOs

@ 2:56 AM
I don't know if this is just a phase in life that every teenagers would go through. but for me, it seems to be more than that. more than what we'd go through and grow out of.it may seem like a phase where we're grobbling with who we really are but what happenswhen we finally finds out who we really are?what's going to happen? what if it isn't just a phase, but something that's stuck with us for live? are we going to accept that ME? are they -the people out there- going to accept who we are? maybe this grobbling period can nd will change our whole live. it all depends on who we hang out with; what we do.
"What would you say, when you're brought in front of the God?""I am your creation. Accept me the way you created me."
-Bette to Kit, TLW

I'm not a Christian or something. But i think this is something that really make alot of sense.It's a simple, yet powerful statement.

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I saw a butch couple today =x


XOXOs

Thursday, October 18, 2007 @ 9:41 PM
BURN ME
HAPPY17thBIRTHDAY ICE! :)

Went to Dover in th morning to attend a award presentation*
Boring~ Almost fell asleep; especially in that air conditioned roOm.
Celebrated Ice's birthday at th canteen. Hope you like it, Ice=D

Went to th opposite side; hospital. To visit my ahma(:
She's feeling better, stayed with her for few hours nd went off.
Thanks MUMU for accompanying me=]

Actually, nothing much happened today larh. Oh yeah, 8 more weeks to holoiday! LOL x)
Dropped by at JP after coming back from th hospital. Nd decided to go into COURTS to try my luck; my mp4's button kinda faulty. So I tried to ask for a change (without bringing any recipts/warranty card) nd guess what?
TH GUY ACTUALLY LET ME CHANGED IT!
Wahahas. I think th guy let me change it cos he thinks I'm pretty((:
Whee! LOL. Think it's kinda unprofessional? Urps. >.<
Have't been eating much for th past few days again. Only had fishnchips (nd Ice's cake) today. WHEE! Slim dOwn slim dOwn~
WAHAHAS! :D


XOXOs

Wednesday, October 17, 2007 @ 10:36 PM
Random pOst
Been home alone at night for th past few days.
Folk's been going to hospital to visit grandma. (I'm going to visit her tml~)
Bruddar's out with his *ahem gf. =x

I think I like staying home alone.
I think I'll enjoy living alone in the future
=D


XOXOs

Monday, October 15, 2007 @ 10:25 PM
Happenstance
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Roar!
First day back to school again. I can only say that they have implemented some kindergarden arrangement; arrange table in typical exam format. Though it's kinda better but I think it's *ahem quite not very neccessary larh.
Urgh. I think we have th freedom of speech here nd are not being childish if we say anything about anyone at our own space.
Opps. Maybe I really shouldn't say so much. *speak no evil
You know~

Very great; we're ending at 6pm almost everyday this semester. Bcos of WebPublishing. But I think it's gonna be a fun nd interesting module after gg for th first lesson(: Though th lecturer is a just graduated guy.

Oh! One thing, bruddar got a summon from traffic police. Guess what's th offence? Wahahas! It's a true JOKE OF TH DAY offence!
Guess guess guess! Quick! I bet you won't be able to guess it rightly!
Th so called offence was crossing road without using traffic lights~
Wahahas. So lmao can~ >.<
I'm not trying ot make a joke out of it, just that wanna let everyone who's reading know that it's really an offence to cross th road at places w/o traffic lights.


XOXOs

Saturday, October 13, 2007 @ 10:27 PM
Sexai Labia
Did abit of changes to my blogskin. ((:

Phoof*
Been staying home to watch;
nd I finished Season 2 of L Word, fabulous!
Th show is simply wonderful!
Fascinating=]

I'm a hOmey for these few days; HOLIDAYS ARE ENDING.
Ya know what I'm saying?! Holidays are ending! Grr.
Maybe I should be more optimistic- 9more weeks tO holidays!
Does that sOund any better? *urps


XOXOs

Friday, October 12, 2007 @ 10:08 PM
13/Fri
I guess, maybe I should take up some lessons when I have th time? Like lessons that teaches you how to write better; convey yourselves better.
I may be a pretty good Lit student, but it seems like I'm losing my style- of writing.
In th past, I can write a long essay about anything. But now I find it hard to even just draft out an entry for my blog.
There are alot of emotions within me that I wanna show and express. But I can't seem to even find th right word/phrase to use. I don't know what's got into me. =(
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To my dear friend
wenling (mushroOm)

know that we're here for you, okays? know that we're here no matter what. if you have anything to say, come to us. We'll listen, because we care. ((:
Don't bootle everything nd let us misunderstand you or whatever. Remember what I say- that's what friends are for, kays?
Maybe we can't help you physically, but please do know that WE ARE HERE FOR YOU MENTALLY!
I'm glad that we had th steamboat at your place last night. We'll help you out as much as we could, we promise. ((:
So cheer up!

ps/ enjoy th dvd!
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Alrights. Been really blur for a couple of days; pretty sick. My body was like, in a state of dysfunctioning! Bad nose, bad head, bad nerves in th hand, bad eyes, bad everything! Argh.
Was supposed to go down to BBE C this morning. Nd guess what, I saw th date wrongly nd went down ytd afternoon instead. =x
Nd when I scanned my IC for th info print (can't remember what they called it), they said that I HAD NO BOOKING FOR TODAY! Checked using th comp there nd realise that th booking was for th next day! RAR!!
Was intending to go down again this morning, but overslept. Wahahas. =x

Mummie just told me yesterday was my lunar birthday. Can I take ytd's gathering with Ctb` as my another celebration? Lol. >.<

Can I go out tml? Hurhs!


XOXOs

@ 12:22 PM
Energy 「天生反骨」



No more words are needed.
This is MY LOVE.



XOXOs

Tuesday, October 9, 2007 @ 7:11 PM
I wanna wrap my mp4. =D
Alrites. My immune system is signalling again. I'm feeling feverish. Nd my nose is itchy. Haven't been in th rain or anything, wonder what's wrong. =x

One more riding theory test nd I can do my evaluation! Going to start on pratical pratice soOn, can't wait but I'm kinda reluctant- cos have to wear long sleeves under th hot weather!

Anyway, went to Lot1 with mumu after going to driving centre. Happened to bump into JudyT, CeciliaL nd Szewei there.
If you bump into your ex school mates face to face on th street, you'd no matter what Say hi right? That's what I did when I saw CeciliaL nd Szewei (they were facing me when I walked in) but Szewei IGNORED ME. Like, totally can! =S
Not that I 稀罕 her to greet me or what; but it's basic courteous I guess? o.O

I wanna wrap my mp4. =D
Or at least do something to it; it lOoks kinda naked now >.<


XOXOs

Monday, October 8, 2007 @ 6:29 PM
Supplements!
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Say hello! to my new elec. gadget((:

Finally figured out how to use this black lil thing. You know, I'm a total electrical/computer idiot! x(
Oh! Did I mention, I was given a choice- handphOne or bike license. Mummie said so. =x
sO of cOurse, I chose th bike license. There goes my handphone! Guess mummie doesn't want tO spoil me even more, which I think is kinda reasonable. ((:
So I gonna save up for my own phone o.O

nOthing happening lately. I'm getting th going-back-to-school depression again! Argh. How I dread going back there! But still, gonna hang on for a while. Hurhs!

Converting TLW into MTV formats tO put em into mp4. God; it's kinda slow~
=x
I'm sO hungry now. I need fOod. x(


XOXOs

Sunday, October 7, 2007 @ 11:30 PM
Global Warming=x
Mummie is my BEST FRIEND!
She treated me tO Fish & Co yesterday nd th family tO Pizza Hut today((:
Had a great dinner for th past two days=D
Ate a hell lOt today!
Cheese Fondue&Curry Zazzle&Chicken Ole&Drumlets&Meatballs!
Aww, I'm so blissed! ((: Mummie is so great((:

Nd mummie bought me a mp4 tOday!! =D

lOves.


XOXOs

Friday, October 5, 2007 @ 8:23 PM
TLW
3cheers!
Th something pending is HERE finally!
Yes yes yes! It's th abovementioned dvd! *wide grins

That's th only thing to highlight for today; other than th fact tt I went tO BBE C. Th lesson was not-needed-yet-useful. Spent like 100minutes there=x
Oh! I met Eugene Hong there. He's in th same lesson as me. o.O
Asked daddy tO bring me up th carpark tO try riding his bike. But guess what, his bike is auto. Which means there is no clutch, no gear. Tsk. How am I going to learn like that then? But well, at least I get th feel of riding a bike. x)

Th pain inflicted won't go away with a thousand I'm sorry.
It's a lifetime scar that'll remain there.
No amount of I'm sorry, no amount of There'll be no next time will ever make me feel better.
Nothing you do; even taking back th thing will do no help. Maybe you won't feel guilty always, but I'll feel the fcuking pain from now on.
Call me petty, selfish, unreasonable.
I am like that.


XOXOs

Thursday, October 4, 2007 @ 6:25 PM
It calls for a celebration!
Does cheese build up alot of carbs? Oh, who cares! It calls for a celebration! x)
'cos I've got 3.68 nd laOda baobei got 4.o fOr our GPA! ((:
&& Cheese Fondue is HEAVEN((:

*Where is heaven?
-pOints at Cheese Fondue *SMILES!

I think I've been spending alot on CD/DVD lately. I bought 石欣卉's TV Album; it's really a worth buy cos th songs are really nice=)
Something is pending. Something that I really realy lOok forward tO. Can't wait for it to arrive! WOOTS!

Going dOwn tO BBEC tml. =x
It's a chOre x(

Alrights; now let's see what yuleng tagged me((:

1. The person who tag you is?
yuLeng((:
2. Your relationship with him/her is?
friends.
3. Your 5 impressions of him/her?
skinny;eataholic;pale;short&&should be someone who like music alot.
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
erps. still thinking.Lol.
5. The most memorable words he/she had said to you?
she did say something really memorable to me, but I can't remember!
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
I will lOve volleyball toO; that's her passion!
7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
grow FATTER! xD
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
I will not feel goOd=x
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
she's toO skinny>.<
10. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is?
can't think of any now o.O
11.Your overall impression of him/her is?
SKINNY nd SKINNY nd SKINNY!
12.How you think people around you will feel about you?
I bring joy tO them?
13.The character you love of yourself are?
that's for other's tO say, i guess?
14.On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are?
Th urge to cry whenever I'm in a argument~
15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
Th first that cOmes tO my mind; Jessica Alba((:
16.Pass this quiz to 10 persons. (Instead, I decided to choose 10 person I tot of now.)
qianhui;peixuan;syazana;huilin;jenn;barbara;ice;shuhui;samantha;wenling=]
17.Who is no.6 having relationship with?
her lOve:)
18.Is no.9 a male or female?
female.
19.If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
they dont know each other=x
20.How about no.8 and 5?
maybe another jennTan can gO with shuhui((:
21.What is no.2 studying about?
Biz Admin.
22.When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
few hours ago!
23.What kind of music band does no.8 like?
mostly english sOngs?
24.Does no.1 has any siblings?
brOther.
25.Will you woo no.3?
oh god. she's female; no.
26.Is no.4 single?'
so sweetly attached tO her bOi~
27.What's the surname of no.5?
EE!
28.What's the hobby of no.4?
Dance? ((:
29.Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
they dOn't know each other at all.
30.Where is no.2 studying at?
in th same classrOom as me! >.<
31.Talk something casually about no.1?
she's my humorous sweetie!
32.Have you try developing feelings for no.8?
she used tO be my lOve back in pri sch! wahahas!
33.Where does no.9 live at?
CCK?
34.What color does no.4 like?
PINK (I like purple!)
35.Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
they call each other Darling; what dO you think? Lol.
36.Does no.7 likes no.2?
Well, as friends ba?
37.How do you get to know no.2?
in schoOl~
38.Does no.1 have any pets?
Lol. maybe a turtle? dO you have a turtle, sweetie?
39.Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
Lols.

The end.


XOXOs

Wednesday, October 3, 2007 @ 7:30 PM
Love is so blind! xD
Th ulcer in my mouth is a tOrture! x(

Two incident to highlight today. Was out th whole day just to go down to BBEC to book timeslot fOr theory lesson.
Was walking ard JP with laOda after lunch when we got stopped by two ah lian lOoking girls. It turned out to be PizzaHut going around th mall asking fOr ppl tO go in to try their not-yet-launched Christmas pizza, nd dO a questiOnaire on it. I think it was quite delicious! It lOoked pretty goOd also((:
But I'll only buy it when Christmas is nearing? Lols.
Nd th serving (of th pizza) they served was BIG. Making me so full~

Nd when we were gOing hOme from LotOne, we cOme across a oh-so-in-lOve couple. Argh. Th moment they sat dOwn on th bus, they start kissing nd putting tOngues into each other's mouth! Nd well, many other actions that should be dOne with the doOr closed, I shall not elaborate on it.
Nd mind you, they were wearing Millenia Institute's uniform. Gosh, what a disgrace tO th school can. x=
Not to mention they were both buang not gOod lOoking. Eeks. I feel sO grossed even when I think of it now. Seriously, I think couples should control themselves more when they're on public transport! Argh!
I hope I can get my license SOON please! Then I wouldn't have tO bear with unbearable commuters/passengers. x=
ROAR!


XOXOs

Tuesday, October 2, 2007 @ 8:08 PM
Blessed with BLUE roses((:
I'm not sure if you remember this picture, a blue rOse`

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When I took this photo (on laOda's birthday),
I was exclaiming Aww, how I love blue roses!

Nd mOnths later,
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With lOve frOm Ctb` nd Syazana respectively. ((:

When laOda, PeiXuan, Syazana nd I went tO Island Creamery that day (months back!), I saw this blue rOse nd fell in lOve with it immediately! Nd I guess they take a great nOte of this point nd bOught me a BLUE ROSE n my birthday!
Aww, I feel soOoOoOooOo blessed!
FRIENDS, I LOVE YOU!

Next, I went tO BBDC (Bukit Batok Driving Centre) with laOda in th afternOon. Omg. I freakking wanna change th name to BBEC can! E for EXTORTION! Gosh. Don't wanna talk anymore about it! It was a pain (fOr my wallet) experience. *cries

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Jenn dear,
please cheer up okays~ I don't know what happened, but I certainly know you're upset. Do cOme to me if you need a listening ear okays, you know I'm here fOr you! Y
It pains me tO see your sad entries whenever I visit your blog.
Maybe I can't dO anything for you, but please know that I am here always((:
lOves.


XOXOs

Monday, October 1, 2007 @ 6:41 PM
Because I am no longer special?
表面叫快乐,幸福。
背后叫残忍。

在我认为最重要的一天, 你让我同时感受到你的爱与背叛
为什么突然之间所有的一切都变成虚幻?
不要告诉我这是刚好,因为这不是!
我没有生气,更不会怨你。
因为你们要做什么,是什么关系, 应该再也与我无关。

我只是心痛;为什么一切的一切都要发生在那天。。。
我的生日。。

布置再多的惊喜,花再多的钱都比不上你特地为她准备的一份小礼物。
她一定很高兴,我也必定感到很心酸

爱着一个虚幻的人物好像会比较好。。至少,不会有伤心难过的机会。。。
至少,一切都是那么的完美。。
至少我不必担心不必害怕。

最终我还是输给你了。


XOXOs

@ 1:35 AM
Bacause I am Special! Y
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Truly BLESSED birthday((:
Felt LOVE from everyone single sOul around me.

Love frOm
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Laoda;

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Mary;

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Chinyee,Shortie;

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darLing nd,

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MushroOm:)

IT'S LOVE FROM Ctb`
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i feel so BLESSED!!

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everything are GORGEOUS!!

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Not forgetting LOVES from SWEETIES/th AIYANS((:

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Nd frOm AHMAS=D

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Dinner at Glass House; Fish & Co with Ctb` *wide grin

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My boyfriend's so popular that you can see him everywhere. o.O

Nd so, th first day of my 18th is over. Not mentioning that I spent half th time sneezing! Was so unlucky that I got flu in th morning. Sneezing all th way through dinner! Aww~
THANKS! everyone for th birthday presents, presence, wishes, everything!
Aww, sliderJiayan really lOve baObeiLAODA, WENLINGGmushrOom, CHINYEEshortie, MARYmaliO, darLingBARBARA, qianhuiSWEETIE, jennDEAR, aiyanWENLI tO BITS ND PIECES!
Thanks for ALL th tricks that I fell intO nd surprises that made me smile nd cried~


XOXOs