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And sometimes you just gotta trust me when I say that
I'd choose you over anyone in this world.


SUPERGIRL(:
Sarcasm,
one of my best specialties.
(:


I'D SAY
Won't give up on
something
that I can't go a day
without thinking about.

Nd that's you
baby.


Can't promise forever,
but for as long as I can,
I'd be here.


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Sunday, September 30, 2007 @ 1:44 PM
I'm hOme on my birthday~ Lalala~ xD
[Layer One: On the Outside]
Name: Cecilia Lim Jia Yan
Birth Date: tOday((:
Current Status: single; unavailable.
Eye Color: brownish black?
Hair Color: black
Righty or Lefty: trying to be a lefthanded

[Layer Two: On the Inside]
Your Heritage: sacarstic
Your Fear: oily faces =/
Your Weakness: my nOse. xD
Your Perfect Pizza : BBQ chicken

[Layer Three: Yesterday, Today , Tomorrow]
Your First Thought This Morning: Is my cake still in th fridge?
Your Last Thought Before Bedtime: Where can I get L Word in S'pore?
Your Most Missed Memories: o4,o5, 2ndyear of GTSFair((:

[Layer Four: Your Pick]
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonald or Burger King: Fine with bOth.
Single or Group Dates: Both are fine((:
Adidas or Nike: Adidas!
Tea or Nestea: Tea.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate of course.
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee~

[Layer Five: Do You...]
Smoke: never.
Curse: nd swear.
Take showers: i bath. >.<
Have a crush: Kate Moennig!
Think you are in love: no, unless you consider Shane McCutcheon!
Go to school: yubbs:)
Want to get married: of cOurse!
Believe in yourself: sadly, seldOm.
Think you are a health freak: nah. not very into that.

[Layer Six: In the Past Month]
Drank alcohol: hohoho, of cOurse!
Gone to the mall: yub; i live so near it~
Been on stage: not that I can recall..
Eaten sushi: yubbs!
Dyed your hair: nOpe. don't like to dye my hair anyway~

[Layer Seven: Have You Ever...]
Played a stripping game: don't think so?
Changed who you were to fit in: when I was younger.

[Layer Eight: Age]
You are hoping to be married at the age of: 21!

[Layer Nine: In a Girl/Guy]
Best Eye Color: blue/brown
Best Hair Color: black/brown
Short Hair or Long Hair: smart looking hairstyle; but DEFINITELY NO long hair!

[Layer Ten: What Were You Doing]
1 Min Ago: this?!
1 Hour Ago: eating th cake from my lOvelee ctb`
4.5 Hours Ago: sleepingzZ
1 Month Ago: mugging for exams.
1 Year Ago: preparing for my birthday BBQ=D

[Layer Eleven: Finish the Sentence]
I Love: to cry.
I Feel: sick; flu!
I Hate: feeling hungry.
I Hide: my secrets~
I Need: tissues =x

[Layer Twelve: Tag five people]
-actually, anyone who read this can do it on your blog toO((:


XOXOs

@ 12:47 AM
First 18th mOment.
Redited*
*I'll post all th photos tOnight((:

It's 1250! I spent th first 50minutes of my 18th with ctb! =D

THANKS CTB!
THANKS MY SWEETIES!
THANKS MY AHMAS!

Ctb` came over to my house when th clOck stricks TWELVE just now. I was sO damn shOcked! Just couldnt cOntrol myself nd cried at my first 18th mOment. =/
But I'm so truly happy gurls!
I LOVE EVERYONE OF YOU!!

Thanks((:
It's 1am on 30o9 but I've had so many surprises.
Thanks everyone!!
Aww, I lOve my friends!!


XOXOs

Friday, September 28, 2007 @ 4:25 PM
心理測驗
Got this frOm some others' blog. Try it out!((:

請用以下物件(任何一個順序都可以)造一個句子.
Use the items below to form a sentence.

鎖匙; Key
獨木橋; Wooden bridge
兔子; Rabbit
我; I
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“我“ 代表我
“兔子“代表家庭與愛情
“鎖匙“代表$$$
“獨木橋“代表事業
I = I
Rabbit = Family and Love
Key = Money
Wooden Bridge = Career

這幾個名詞出現在你的句子的先後順序代表它們在你潛意識裡的重要性.
所以假設你的句子是“我抱著兔子過獨木橋去找鎖匙“,
你應該是屬於浪漫派的人,可以為了愛情不要事業,愛情比面包重要.
但假如你的句子是“我走過一座獨木橋,就為了拿鎖匙去救兔子“,
你是屬於現實派的人,明白沒有事業就沒有錢;有錢才可以給自己愛的人過好日子.

The arrangement of the verbs in your sentence will tell how much you weigh them in your heart.
If you have something like "I carry a rabbit to walk across the bridge to look for key", you should be a rather romantic person as you can give up your career for the sake of love.
But if your sentence was "I cross the bridge, just to take the key to save the rabbit", you are a realistic person. You understand that without career, you will have no money. Only with money, can you give your loved ones a luxury life.

你是哪一派呢?
Which do you belong to?

Well, I think it's rather accurate! Anyway, do it based on your first instinct. Really. ((:


XOXOs

@ 2:46 PM
Aww. That's fcuking saccharine! Thank yuu lOve((:


XOXOs

Thursday, September 27, 2007 @ 6:53 PM
It's hard.
Woots! Back from ahbOo's 2d1n birthday chalet. ((:
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A pity Barbara darling wasn't there.. :(
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Birthday girl's favourite Strawberry cake.
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Lol. Birthday gurl's best friend. Thinking it's her birthday. o.O
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Jiayan && Weiqi:)
On large, I had a great time. ((:
Ironically, I'm feeling so awful now. After effects. =x But it was a HIGH night. ((:
I'm having bruises all over.
It's not upset nor angry; it's pain.
Jenn dear is getting L Word. Hurhs. I tOld laOda i want that for birthday nd she says Im crazy. =x Cos its a total of 5seasons larh~ Tough.
Rarrh! My eyes are sO pain nd sore. Blarddy tired, slept for few hours only.

L Word L Word L Word.
Shane Shane Shane Shane Shane.
Katherine Moennig Katherine Katherine Katherine.
Lalala~
xD
ps/ Im still 17 until 3 days later, xD


XOXOs

Tuesday, September 25, 2007 @ 12:14 PM
Dejected



After giving it some thoughts, I think I'd just change it back to my original link.

Haven't had a great sleep last night. Struggled fOr almOst 2hOurs befOre falling asleep. To make things worst, I had a tiring terrible nightmare.
Realise I've been crying alot lately. My pillow is wet from last night.



Blame it on the warm-twelve-pm-weather! I'm feeling so glOomy.



Have you ever heard of this album, Black Sunday? I heard frOm laOda that it's an album by a guy who lOst the lOve of his life. Then he got really depressed nd composed songs afterwhich is consolidated into Black Sunday.
It was said that the albm has a hypnotizing effect which can cause people to commit suicide after listening to it. Because they alsO get (very) depressed nd kill themselves. Though there were people who survived listening that album.
I wonder how does the whole album sounds like~



Appetite for th past few days was bad. =x
Haven't been eating much (as compared to last week)! One meal a day? Sometimes just snacks only. =/
But it seems like I didn't lOse any weight? *rolls eyes*
Bleary sOul, bleary bOdy.




宁可高傲的发霉,不去卑微的恋爱。


XOXOs

Monday, September 24, 2007 @ 9:07 PM
TIFF.
Had a small disagreement with fOlks. Bacause of staying over at ahbOo's chalet. Sighs, I dO love my fOlks. But I hate it when they start to get prOtective of me. Allowing my bruddar tO wonder around but not me. Why? Simply because I'm a gurl. =/
Sighs. What should I say? *.*

Folks nd I are having bad toOthache. I wana gO to a dentist! Gees, many may detest going to the dentist but I like! Wahahas. I think it's so great fOr them to clean my teeth fOr me can! ((:

I'm sO tired. Just came back frOm SS nd GP with laOda nd ahbOo. Accompany her to buy stuff for BBQ. Spent quite a lOt; 90bucks in! =x
So tiring, my legs! Burrr~


XOXOs

@ 12:27 PM
DESPONDENT




Laugh it off. At my silliness. Thinking of sharing lOve with them? They were never what I thought they were. Before I know, they've already disappeared
into thin air. Such foolishness to think that way.
Intoxicating my mind with a fictitious one.


A held up mind that can't seem to think for herself. A nonpartisan heart that wants everyone around her to be happy. A bleary soul that can't take anymore impediments.



Look deep into my eyes, before I start to cry.
Listen to my heart, before I truly die.

Lie to me and tell me things will be alright.
Leave and pray to God I make it through the night.

Light up my world and just watch it burn.
Live like you care and have some concern.



Lend me your good nature and hope it prevails.
Learn I’m imperfect and often fail.

Lose your view and see life through me.
Long to be free from chains you now see.



Lean on morals you think you know.
Lessen your faith and watch them go.

Laugh until it hurts and then hurts some more.
Linger in my soul and rip my core.



Let the laws of life slowly fade away.
Love is just a myth, believe in what I say.



XOXOs

Sunday, September 23, 2007 @ 8:25 PM
Ahem.
Listen to Unison by Bjork. It's nice.

I'm feeling so much better after gobbling dOwn spoonfuls of
TripleChocolateIcecream.

Maybe reading some terribly stressful things can make one depressive.


XOXOs

@ 7:21 PM
fcukingupset!
Well well wells.
Mummie bought a new television for her room. =/
Great.
Because she got nothing for me.
Roar.

I'm thinking. It sets me thinking again.
Honeybabysugardarling! Hellgodfreakkingshit!
What am I to do?! I'm feeling so upset.

WHY IS EVERYONE AROUND ME SO SELFISH?!

OH! Btw, I might b changing my link sOon, please take note((:


XOXOs

Saturday, September 22, 2007 @ 9:35 PM
=]]
Been very disturbed when Jenn dear said my skin was jumbled up, then I took a loOk at my blog while using Mary darling's lappy that day nd realised my blog is only alrights when VIEWED ON MY OWN LAPPY! Duh! So I hope this is better? ((: How is it, dear?

Speaking of blogskin, happen to stumble upon one feat. KatherineM. So I decided to make one feat her toO. ((:
Didn't really watch the entire of The L Word (if you have, tell me!) but I think KatherineM is HOT. She's so 好看 :D:D
SHE'S MY CURRENT OBSESSION.

Haven't been having a good meal since two days ago. Heh. It was tuna all th way yesterday. =x HOW SAD eh. Tuna spread for breakfast; Tuna with Corn for lunch; Tuna in Miso (with noodle) for dinner. Wasn't considered a fantastic meal eh. =x
So finally today, I had pizza for dinner today! :D:D

Been rotting at home for th past two days. Haven't been going out. Wanna get a job, but lazeeeee. Rar.


XOXOs

Friday, September 21, 2007 @ 11:57 AM
27/2
Hello earthlings! I'm here again! ((:

Had a hard time sigining into Photobucket (it's really lousy at times!) so I'm going to show the only photos taken at Mary Darling's birthday. =]

First of all,
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THE BIRTHDAY GURL! ((:

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The hat I was wearing actually belongs to Weekiat; I was foOling ard with it!

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Tadaah!! The gurl who arrived the latest. =x
Haven't seen her for oens! ((:

Okays. That's all the photos I had. Oh, there's one more, Ctb 6members. But I think it's too blur nd shaky, so I decided to take it out. =/
But it's okay, so long our spirit is always there! ((:
o.O


XOXOs

Tuesday, September 18, 2007 @ 7:57 PM
EXIT
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SWEET ESCAPE

I'm feeling upset. For no reason. I'm feeling so angry but I seiously don't know why)):

Why do I always feel that I have selfish friends.
But it's just a small matter. I shall not blow it up.
Tommorow is darling Mary's 18th birthday. ((: Celebrating at her place with people whom I don't know. =x

Why can everyone mix all their friends together? Why can't I? Why are my friends not getting along well? I don't blame anyone. I just hope that I can have a happy birthday too.

$%#@!^
I'm having PIMPLES on my CHEST. It's all red.
I'm having a bad skin. My face is TERRIBLE.
I'm having a bad hair. I hate my fringe.
I'm having bad nail. They're all so fragile and brittle.
Most importantly
I'm having a BAD MOOD. They sucks!


Been crying last night. Blarh! Over something really stupid and silly. I feel so rwoooooten!
Shit! Why am I so emo!


XOXOs

Saturday, September 15, 2007 @ 9:11 PM
It's September!!
Which means my birthday is coming in less than 30 days(in 15days in fact)! :D
But actually, nothing to look forward to. Cos I MIGHT BE WORKING ON MY 18th BIRHTDAY!! So tadahh, nothing to look forward to. =/
*blow away frOwns*


Delicious freshly baked MUFFINS just out from the oven!
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Mummie, lOves to bake.

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Em, some muffins, I didn't bother to find out the name from mummie.


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These are MINI Peach muffins. ((:
Aww, I think they lOok cute nd deliciOus!!


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Walnuts muffins fresh from the oven~



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Maybe sOme day I can turn prOfessional just by taking pictures of mummie's muffins((:

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Tadahh! Cherry Apple Muffins.
Super cute de!


*Pardon me for so many pictures of MUFFINS. Cos mummie's currently selling them. So Im being a wonderful daughter by po-ing these pictures of muffins here for interested party/ies to buy from me((:





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I made dinner for my folks today/just now :D
they bOth lOve it! Daddy said it was fantastic. Mummie finished the whole big bOwl including the soup!! :D:D:D



My Birthday Month

Thought of sharing some stuff about myself with everyone's reading. No matter people who know me, happen to pass by, used to know me.. Everyone'll change, not excluding me. ((:
So! If you think you know me, read below and see if you still know me. ((:



18things about Jiayan:
1. she lOves to cook, esp for her loved ones (but not those who takes her cooking for granted)!
2. she enjOy tidying her room but am always lazy to.
3. BIKES!! Kawasaki, Yamaha, anything along this line((:
4. she loves to change phone (currently setting her eyes on Nokia72390 xD)
5. is a martial arts black belt (even though she doesnt have the belt) =x
6. she yearn tO learn SaxaphOne!
7. she lOves PLEASANT surprises (who doesnt!)!
8. she lOves to take bus rides ALONE((:
9. doesn't dare to eat nd shop alone=x
10. she like guys to wear dark blue buttons up with denim plus black belt nd black sling bag!
11. lOves mascara but dislikes eye shadOw.
12. people cutting queue turns her off!!
13. she spent 3/4 of her 11yr old childhood crying=S
14. she has a soft spot for guys with dimples and wear black frame specs=D
15. she loves to drink plain water(:
16. Jiayan lOves BIG bags.
17. she don't like Vanilla icecream but loves BlackSesame ones((:
18. she enjoy wearng pyjames!

Well yeah, that's some stuff about me((:





Lately,
there seems to be many concerts going to be held in Singapore!
So many singers- 实力派 and 偶像派.
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I WANNA ATTEND ALL FOUR CONCERTS!!
especially xiaOzhu nd aMei* de cOncert. Hurh! =x
The ticket's selling at AT LEAST 80bucks. Rarf!

And I've been at this blog entry page for 75mins. =/


XOXOs

Friday, September 14, 2007 @ 4:39 PM




BIASED PIG





XOXOs

Wednesday, September 12, 2007 @ 8:10 PM
Small decision; Big changes((:
WoO~
Changed two things about myself today. Wahahs~
I cut my fingernails* nd my fringe!
Well well, you might think that I'm lame larh, but I like my nails long. So I seldom cut it. But I cut it today! ((:
Nd my fringe. I just reach home, nd was watching tv. Nd i have this SUDDEN URGE to cut my fringe. So I bused down immediately to Gekpoh's salon.

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Tadaah!! :D:D

Lol. How how how?
Back to my 15 year old hairstyle. ((:
Cos it's near HOLIDAY, so I decided to cut it back. =)=)

Because I'm on tight budget, I decided to make lunch for myself(and laoda) today((:
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A generous portion of PRAWNS!!

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The final dish((:
Don't it lOok appetizing?! ((:
Tom Yam Laska SeafoOd Beehoon~

tralalala~


XOXOs

Tuesday, September 11, 2007 @ 9:07 PM
1.5l of Vodka
I SAW A RAT IN GEKPOH'S PRIME MART!!

oh god. the thought of it now still sends a chil down my spin.
it was literally across the lanes right before my eyes.
I shouted. I shouted pretty loud. I shouted so loud that everyone near, turned nd look at this crazy teenager who shouted just because she saw a rat- as quoted from my bruddar. But well, I seriously think its NOT okay to see a rat running around in supermarkets; no matter how rundown they are! Where is their responsibility on HYGIENE?! *disgusted*

Anyway, last week. I took bus 99 home from school. I was TOTALLY PISSED OFF by that f**king driver which I shall not talk about it anymore. So being super irritated, I wrote a complain letter to SBS last Sunday. And this is what they replied to me:

Customer Feedback

This is to acknowledge that we have received your e-mail which
is receiving our attention. Meanwhile, should you wish to reach us, please call
1800 2872727. Our operating hours are as follows :Mondays to Fridays : 8 am to
5.30 pmSaturdays : 8am to 12 pmClosed on Sundays and Public HolidaysThank you.
Corporate Communications DivisionSBS Transit Ltd



GREAT.

What a reply can! It's like, so typical and obviously showing NO empathy this is very irritated passenger (me!)here. So I must say, SBS does not have good customer service in this sector. =/
How great. To think I still have to take those buses driven by dangerous driver. Rarf!

Finished Accounts paper today. I think I fared badly. *cries* My BRS is wrong, the final amount didn't tally lor. HURHS! Anyway, one of the question was talking about dolls, you know, those dolls wearing costumes of different countries! Can you imagine it? I think it's SO CUTE! *imagination runnuing wild* Imagine them wearing super glamourous and elegant gowns! =/
Back to childhood.

Recently, I've been reminded of dreams iI used to dream about. o.O
Does that mean anything? It's like things from the past are coming back to me~ =/
Am I growing old, LOL!
How contradicting, Back to childhood and Am I growing old.
LOL.

Oh, btw.
How many of you know that earthling is actually a slang for lesbian?
How many of you know that after billion, zillion and gazillion, its actually GOOGLE?
I bet none of you know.
Wahahas. I am the clever one((:
Hehehe~


XOXOs

Friday, September 7, 2007 @ 10:08 PM
With a akward smile((:
Hello earthlings!

So, it turned out that we did not do revision cos Fion, Ice nd Syaz couldnt come. So instead xiaohOng (miss chua) nd I went to IKEA. I've been saying i wanna go there for ages nd i finally went. XD
Looked around for my mattress/bed/mattress pad. Whatever you call it. Decided on one, costing 150bucks. ((: Will gO with folks to check it out again, cant wait! That's my requested birthday present from mummie nd daddie. :]

Yayness! I got to eat Swedish Meatballs just now! ((:
I'm so lovin' it!
Wheez!
Oh yeahs, we took these two photos:
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AND

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:D:D:D
Jenn dear nd Qianhui sweetie, WE DO MISS YOU TWO!!
Lol. :D:D

I've got something funneh to share.
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Take a close lOok at what are these please.

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If you still cant figure out what it is, THEY ARE HUMANS!
It was from the newspaper few days ago. Mummie showed me this nd i thought it was amusing.
They are actually parents of University students (of China) sleeping in the U's hall because they have no money to stay in hotel while they come up form villages to visit their kids who are studying there. :(
I think it's kinda sad? Cos they were actually sleeping by the streets. And the dean of the U think it's too !@#$% so he shifted them to the school's hall to rest. Aww~~

This week, being the study week, not much of our class people went back for the revising lessons. In fact, only 6.
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Take a gOod lOok. especially at the last column of attendance. I guess this is what the lecturers meant by atrocious. Well, I find it incredible myself. Nd this is the attendance on tuesday.
I guess from Wed onwards, only the PAP went ba? Which is like 3? 4? Wahahas!
Ohmytian. I think my class is cool can.
I mean, the atendance certainly looks great! Nd i think it'll look better if it's seen by S/H. =/

HAIL EVERYONE!
I'm selling muffins currently, home made ones. ((:
So if anyone is interested, please notify me willya?
It's healthy since its Organic, nd home made.
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Almond,

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Walnut,

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Raisin,

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Chocolate,

Orange, Banana, Mixed nuts, Apricot, Prunes.

Selling a box of 12 at $18;
2boxes with 10%discount.
Nd you can mix flavours! So anyone, if you're interested, please leave a tag or msg me! ((:


XOXOs

Thursday, September 6, 2007 @ 8:17 PM
Alrights!
Hello folks!
It's been some time since i've blogged, been busying everyday~

Been out everyday for the past three days! Caught Ratatouille with Karen nd gang, the movie wasnt as fantastic as i anticipated? Rarf. But its still worth watching ba? Lol.

Went back to school yesterday for exam. shit can. I really dunno lor. =x
How the hell tO do r/s? Freak me out totally like shit. Tried lOoking at Karen nd Ice's since they were seating opp me (with comp facing me) but i think they're too fast lor. >.< color="#000000">pull down my overall! *cries out softly* Wahahas!

Been revising accOunts for the past two days. Yah yah yah. I'm revising accounts. Argh. It's plain shit nd cow dung nd stools nd everything bad nd, argh. I certainly hope i won't do myself in for accounts. Rarf!
Tml still revising accounts with Karen nd gang..
revising accounts is BORED can.
But it's fun to revise with Karen (da jie) nd gurls. Lol. We lOve to bitch! =D
Woohoo!

I think my immune system is bad. Really bad. *i see xiao hong nd ice knOdding their heads*
We went to je library- which is freakking cold. Nd went out for lunch nd back again. Tadahh~
I started sneezing like hell nd i feel like my nose doesnt belOng to me anymore. *faints*
My nose is super pain nd my head is giddy nd pain as Im typing this entry.
KO, Im knocked out again.
Rarf!


XOXOs

Sunday, September 2, 2007 @ 4:25 AM
it's o425.
i'm feeling hungryyyy.


XOXOs