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I'd choose you over anyone in this world.


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Can't promise forever,
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I'd be here.


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Saturday, June 30, 2007 @ 8:45 PM
self destruction.


argh. mummie is cOmplaining to daddy about my not answering her calls again. it just happen that i left my phOne with darling. >.< yap yap yap. argh. oh fcuk. stop it! yuure the one who doesnt want to say what yuu want, nd now yuure saying its my fault!

anw, met up with chinyee, laOda nd barbara just now. nd mary at a later time. went to 500+ to make specs with darling nd went back to jp for dinner. oh god! the amount of people at jp this evening was crazy can! bcos TML THE GST WILL BE RAISED UP TO 7%. A GOOD 2% INCREASE! so everyone is like, rushing around to get whatever they want like dOn need money. except for FOX. it's LENG one can. cos there's no sale. LOL. XD

oh yeah. went for facial this morning with mummie. argh. its like, we're still fine in the morning. why do we have to turn out like this just bcos i fcuking didnt hear my phone ring nd didn't asnwer yuur call! nd its my fault. how great.


oh yeah. imagine this scene;yuu're driving on the road nd yuu see this big size guy beating another guy up in the middle of the road (there's no other car cos it's like 2am in the morning?)
would yuu stop your car nd render help to the poor guy? aye. i bet 80% of the not-so-compassionate Singaporeans would say not my business and just scoot off. nd i told mummie that i'll be the 20% somehow compassionate Singaporean nd box the road bully right in the eye! heh. i am compassionate. o.O

there was once i came across this two malay primary school boys, beating up this poor malay boy which i believe is from their school- they were wearing the same uniform. they were so good at it that they managed to make this poor fella coop up like a i-don't-know-what on the road shoulder. aww! i was on a bus; lest i'd save him. i promise!


XOXOs

Friday, June 29, 2007 @ 10:22 PM
like i said,

i will forget everything that happened today,

oh shucks!
life, indeed is a WHORE!


XOXOs

Wednesday, June 27, 2007 @ 6:51 PM
你根本就不明白。
不要逼我好吗? 拜托..
我办不到。
因为我怕...
我怕‘它’


就让我放声大哭好吗?
不受约束的大哭。
那是我现在最需要的。
我不想,不要,不肯,不能再压抑我的情绪。


XOXOs

@ 6:12 PM
black sesame ice cream!
black sesame ice cream; good for digestion.



it's affecting me. it-is-affecting-me. very much indeed. oh well. what am i supposed to do? stay put? no. move on? can't. give up? not able to do it. then what? tell me.
my hand hurts.
i yearn for a break through. yuu know, a real break through.

went back for make up lessOns. then went to jp; lunched at PizzaHut! =) nd the crayfish is in stock now! thou we didn't try it. =)
did project at coffee bean till quite late, went hOme after that.
wanted to meet sweetie for a flOorball match, but didn't in the end. cOuldn't make it in time nd all. =x sOrry sweetie! =(

tell me what should i do?
i can't do this.
i can't do that.
please help me.


XOXOs

Monday, June 25, 2007 @ 8:13 PM
shit.
fcuk.



feeling bad thoroughly.





i can't smile.




seek solace in triple chocolate ice cream.


XOXOs

Saturday, June 23, 2007 @ 7:31 PM

urgh. i feel SINFUL.



XOXOs

@ 5:39 PM
FREAK
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im having headache again. RAR!! it's like having a great tumor pressing HARD on yuur nerves in yuur brain. how worse can it get. imagine.
nd seriously im thinking if i have some unwanted material in my head up there. the pain is so frequent that i can take panadOls everyday.


I HOPE GOD CAN READ THIS ENTRY ND STOP MAKING ME MISERABLE WITH THIS !@&#*%^ HEADACHE.
if i die now, it must be bcOs of that something in my head!

mummie's asking me to work at foOdfair this August. didn't want to initially. but mummie's encouraging me to; so yeah. i gave in. urgh- i can forsee 4 sleepless nights ahead. =x
strangely im hOoked on working; despite the long hours. when i imagine money coming into my back acct, seeing the value going up from tens to hundreds, woOhoO! makes me happeh! so there there. im working at Expo again. fourth time. -yawns-

oh yeah, i've got some nice pictures to share;

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i cOmbined them together, i like all of them!

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how interesting.

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i cOmbined this as well.
credits to Devianart.

OH MY FREAGGING GOD,
THE PAIN IN MY HEAD IS KILLING ME!

PLEASE SEND ME SOME USEFUL LONG TERM

MEDICATION, PLEASE!!


XOXOs

Friday, June 22, 2007 @ 5:50 PM
green apple green tea please((:
how i hate mensus. its giving me back ache nd stomach cramp. argh.

caught Nancy Drew just now. great show. Emma Robert's acting skill's above average- she's Julia Roberts's niece afterall.

went to the gym today. finally did sweat it out! whoOsh! :D:D

working tml again; for King's ice cream at Primemart. the one near to MARY'S HOUSE!!

darling, please cOme nd buy ice cream frOm me! =D=D ohyeah, ctb meeting up this sunday ma?
COME VISIT ME AT THE STALL ND WE'LL GO OVER TO MARY'S TGT, DARLING!! :D:D

barbara, bring SPIDERLILIES` alOng kays? we's gay tgt! LOL. =/

i've been a goOd gurl; working for my own pocket money.
jenn, IM A BIGSAVER TOO!!
ps/ not as big as yuu larh! =x


XOXOs

Thursday, June 21, 2007 @ 12:50 PM
fetish for ROSES
r over.
yeah yeah. ima 3min kinda person. so?

nd yeah, blame it on my own stupidity. its my problem larh.
mild betrayal of myself. who'd have guessed. god knows!
i can't think now.

am sure yuu guys know e song Would You Be There. but has this ever crossed yuur mind; Who Would Be There, for us?
*at least i know i will be there, right sweetie? ^_^
we're always expecting others to give nd more than often, we only take.
god. i really don't know what e heck am i writing!!

mary's not feeling well; chinyee's got badminton; ahboo's doing discussion; laoda's playing stupid computer games; darling's preparing to go out.
sweetie's in sch toO; jenn's gg to wOrk.

I AM TRULEY BORED TO TEARS.
but i just don't wanna go out.

Labels:



XOXOs

Wednesday, June 20, 2007 @ 9:36 PM
covalent bonded.
figured out that i really need the gym. oh man! as much as i enjoy running on the running machine, i still dislike sweating. who'd like it anyway? shwoosh.

visited Bukit Batok Driving Center today. mummie heard from ignorant friends that we can actually take the theory paper once we're 17. but apparently we can't. grr. wasete of my time. >.<>idiot when i was there can. everyone is like, obviously above 19. they were looking at me nd laoda like some weird creatures. =/

anw, we then cabbed down to Farrer Road. did yuu guys watch the Code*Red on channel8 last night? it showed this nice ambience ice cream selling chill out place. so i decided to check it out. nd it was indeed a pleasant surprise! the ice cream is nice nd inexpensive ie $2.5o for a single scoop. :D:D whee! i'll frequent that place once i find out the bus to take to that place since its kinda ulu. :):)
i tell yuu, the Nutella nd Teh Tarik flavour is scrumptious! simply nice! nd the ambience is nice toO. ((: i'll bring ctb there one day. :D

*hear me whine* life's bOring shit.
i wanted hOlidays. its here. i don't seem to enjoy it.
am i being difficult? but laoda felt bOring too. =p
argh. god, please send me sOme entertainment which doesn't cost me money, not taxing yet fun! heh. how choosey i am!

gonna hit the gym tml.
im piling on carbs nd shugar!
shake it off baby, shake it!

oh yeah. i don't know for how long, will i b using this skin.
have a sudden liking for roses lately. so, yeah. :))


XOXOs

Tuesday, June 19, 2007 @ 10:56 AM
dis-anticipated.
the highly anticipated hOlidays are here, finally.

but, why aren't i feeling euphOric like how i thOught i'd be?

the thOught of schoOl made me crinch; but the thOught of hOlidays dOesn't seem to be any much better. why why why?!


maybe bcOs my lOvelee ctb` are all back to their campus. barbara is busy with ______ now. =x my 3 rp darlings are in schoOl. laOda, dunno what she dOing.. shall we meet up at causeway pOint one evening nd dine tgt, darlings?


ever felt betrayed by yOur friends- be it new fOund or old gOod friends. ever? hOw dOes it feel like; when yuu're friends nOw but nOt the very mext mOment. nd all this happen bcOs one wanted advantages fOr herself nd decided to forsake her friends. god. hOw can this kind of things happen?!

suddenly it pang on me, its really a dog-eat-dog world.


oh.

befOre i end this entry, thanks sweetie fOr visiting me at my wOrkplace that day! sOrry for making yuu gOing to the wrOng place. =p

iloveyuu!! =D=D



XOXOs

Saturday, June 16, 2007 @ 6:45 PM
给ENERGY;给萧景鸿
“一听见再见你就红了的双眼, 我现在就答应你永远也不说再见”


以前的信念,都不见了吗。。 曾经5个人的ENERGY 已经不再了。
4个人的ENERGY, 也各奔东西。 明明说就算是3个人,ENERGY还是会继续一直到最后。
看到报导时,是惊讶。过后是麻木。不知道为什么,明明就很吃惊但却有种预料之内的感觉。不好,这种感觉一点也不好。你们写给歌迷的歌难道都是假的吗?
过去种种的回忆好像影片在我脑海里反复重播。过去的疯狂,过去的不理智,过去的种种,都是我珍惜的回忆。。
加入新的成员,可能对你们/你们的事业来说会比较好。但是身为歌迷的我不知道该怎么反映。该继续为你们加油打气还是TOTALLY放弃。
我好想ENERGY,我好想从前的ENERGY。。
我好想阿弟。。


XOXOs

Thursday, June 14, 2007 @ 7:37 PM
when the tOugh gets gOing; the gOing get thOugh
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needisaymOre?

maggOts nd faggOts.
please shuddup nd die in a cOrner.
get lOst if yuure nOt interested; dOn't jeopardise thOse who wanna cOncentrate.


nd i say HOLIDAY~
simply cant wait for tomOrrOw! its
HOLIDAY~
=D=D
finally can break free from this piece of shit!
when yuure in a class with funky mates with pleasant persOnality, yuu wOuld dread hOlidays.
BUT WHEN YUURE STUCK WITH A CLASS OF BORING SHIT, IMMATURE 18 YEAR OLD GUYS, IRRITATING PEOPLE WHO LIKE TO IMITATE LECTURERS, LOVE DRAGGING THE FURNITURE LIKE THEY'RE CRIPPLED, MAKING A NUISANCE OF THEMSELVES, SCOLDING VULGARITIES LIKE NOBODYS' BUSINES, LIKE TO MAKE A BIG ENTRANCE WHEN THEY'RE ALREADY LATE,
yuu will dread schOol days; nd lOok fOrward to holidays.
oh yeah, did i mentiOn. yu'll dread schOol even mOre if yuur lecturer actually say this, I can't take it anymOre. yuu figure a way out yuurself. I can't teach, im having a headache, to yuu when yu asked her how to do the questiOn!
shittyuu kays! what the freak! yuure e lecturer leh! nd trust yuu to have the cheek not to teach?! THEN WHAT FOR YUU CONDUCT THE LESSON WHEN YUU DON EVEN INTEND TO TEACH?!

what is friendship?
why can sOmeone actually abandOn friends for their own advantage.
i feel so umcOmfortable when im reminded of this.
aww, hOw awful. =(


XOXOs

Wednesday, June 13, 2007 @ 11:03 AM
was gOing arOund e webbie nd happen to find this statement,

"Two Libras may be quite convinced that they are not at all alike. Anyone listening to them saying this will actually be struck by how similar they are."

there there. how true can this get! >.<

anw, im in schoOl larh. wOn't be blOgging much. just wanna share that statement. =))
updates ltr!


XOXOs

Monday, June 11, 2007 @ 4:53 PM
sugar cOated candy life.

please lOve her.
cos I LOVE HER too!!
watch spider lilies, yuu'll lOve her mOre,
Takeko.
Isabella is pretty nd she can sing!
gOing to ahbOo's hOuse for steambOat ltr. meeting up with ctb` w/o mary nd darling. >.<
but its okays. we'll meet on saturday if we can, kays? ^_^
wOke up at 7 tOday. lessOn starts at 8. if laOda nv call me, think i'll just sleep my head off. =S
so my sweetest nd kindest mummie offered to fetch us to schOol even thOugh i made her angry. thank yuu mummie! =D
nd my sweetie, she's really one of the sweetest sweetie i ever had can!
she cares! thanks sweetie, but im fine! =)
rest assured i'll bOmb yuu with m prOblems when im trOubled!
thanks for e effOrt yuu made! =D


XOXOs

Saturday, June 9, 2007 @ 10:45 PM
emotionally unstable.


XOXOs

@ 5:13 PM
hmm.
its sad, when yuu dreamnt of sOmething heartbreaking nd thought it was for real when yuu wake up. that's how im feeling now. argh!

oh darling barbara, cOngrats eh! =D


XOXOs

Friday, June 8, 2007 @ 9:03 PM
shucks!
im sure i can do it.
gimme time.
i dOn't feel fedup/phuckedup anymOre.
im learning to let gO.
tOldya all i need is time.

wOrking tml. suddenly dOn't feel like gOing le. my mOod plunge dOwn straight. shucks! ctb` is dOwn with mOody lately.


XOXOs

Thursday, June 7, 2007 @ 7:53 PM
tsk.
im nOt that fat afterall.

mummie says ive gained.

argh.

how i hate carbs!


XOXOs

Wednesday, June 6, 2007 @ 7:00 PM
mixed.
dOn't cOme near me. i bite.

rar! freak our CA alrites. i knOw yuure a human tOo but yuure freakking BIASED can! -cat scOwling- felt sO fed up when i learnt abOut it frOm my mates. thanks gurl, fOr telling us. =)
but phreak our CA. we'll prOve yuu wrOng, just wait. hOwever so, i wish the best fOr yuu gurls. sincerely, im sure yuu can make it there. nd im sure we can tOo. ((:

yeah man. mummie fOund me a jOb. wOots! it on this cOming weekends. sOrry chinyee, i might nOt be able to acc yuu fOr lunch this week. =( but i can still meet up with ctb later in the afternOon- it ends at 2. =)
to barbara: darling, i hOpe yuu can make it this saturday haO ma? its been sOmetime we've met up. nd im sure yuu have sOmething that yuu wanna share with us! we need to catch up with each other, let's get high tOgether just like that day at TM. pretty please? make yuurself available! =)

syazana says her blog entry tOday'll be vulgar. LOL. nd its all thanks to our inconsiderate, childish, barbaric, uncOuth, roudy classmates. but of cOurse, not the whOle class are like that. of cOs there are angels toO. just that the rOudy bunch r bigger in number hence, making the whole classrOom hell-like-nOisy. -cat scOwl- how i dislike my class. grr.

oh yeah. my eye candy is NOT gay! he is NOT. =) yayness. he dOesnt mix with e gay anymOre. LOL. nd yeah, we saw anOther guy tOday- same pattern as eye candy! gOd, gOod lOoking can!! =D=D
but eye candy better lOoking larh. gees.


XOXOs

Tuesday, June 5, 2007 @ 4:05 PM
the temperature is
34°C!!


like, what the hell. i dislike the weather of May! its warm nd humid everyday of May! grr. but ironically, im feeling cOld -brr- tOday.



reasOn being im dOwn with flu (again). yes, again. 2 panadOls didn't help.


是否有過這種感覺﹐咳嗽咳到好像胃感冒似的。


咳嗽咳的好像胃出血。
那種感覺很辛苦。而我現在就在體會這種苦。真的很難受。





anw,


my dear friend, pls pardOn me for not meeting up with yuu gurls everytime yuur ask me out. sOmehow, the timing is wrOng sOmetime. while the other time, im just feeling inferiOr gOing out with yuu gurls larh.


i knOw yuu gurls wOn't judge yuur friend by lOoks (hOpe m right) but i feel inferiOr larh. time pasts sO fast. in a blink of eye, we're 17 gOing on 18 already. i enjOy reading yuur blOg entrys, cOs it helps me to keep up with yuur daily life. i always make it a pOint to read yuur blogs every 2, 3 days. so that even thOugh we dOnt meet up/chat, i still knOw what's gOing on in yuur life rOughly.


i seldOm tag, but i always read. trust me. anyhOw, i dOn't know when nd why, i started feeling inferiOr. to a pOint where i think i am mean, always turning dOwn yuur invitatiOns. but when i read yuur blOg nd saw how yuu gurls enjOyed yuurselves, im envy. =x


freak me! i know im kiddish, whatever it's called. heh. wait. gimme time. abit of time. when im fine nd ready, i'll meet up with yuu gurls. i definitely will.. sOmeday, sOmetime.. :D





darling has gOod news that she wanna share. =)


congrats darling! :D:D
yuu knOw how happy i am, fOr yuu.


-euphOric-


XOXOs

Monday, June 4, 2007 @ 10:10 PM
title-less
emo.

i miss my friends.

='(


XOXOs

@ 4:35 PM
shit!!
nd i fee like;









HAPPY HAPPEH BURFDAY TO LIM WENLI!!

went dOwn to Suntec ytd tO find sweetie nd wenli- tO pas her her burfday present. nd guess what, omg! there's sO many peOple gOing to the IT Fair until the extend that they actually blOck the escalatOr. tOot tOot!

so we finally gOt in nd searched ard fOr Toshiba. chatted with them fOr awhile nd walked ard helping them lOok out fOr things they wanna buy.
nd pOor sweetie, she gOt bOxed by wenli in the eyes. =x her spectacles went into her eye and its red like having sOre eye. i didn't believe it initially when they tOld me that wenli bOx her. =x omg.

anw, that was fOr yesterday. nd tOday, hell! ohmy. hOw i dislike mOndays man! the lecturers seems to like to intrOduce new stuff on mOndays. argh- it makes me gO mad!! ACCOUNTS KILLED ME TODAY! i freakking have nO idea what she was teaching man! nd to make things wOrse, my bunch of irritating classmates were seating there making a nuisance of themselves tO those who wanna concentrate. GRR! SHOO MAN!

but other than that, everything was fine tOday.
rar! i think the whOle of ctb` 's having hOliday nOw? wth! why am i (nd laOda) still stuck in schOol? grr.

I WANT HOLIDAYS!!


XOXOs

Saturday, June 2, 2007 @ 8:33 PM
phOtos entreee`
-只要看到女人哭-

我喜歡那些很怕女人哭的男人。

只要看到女人哭, 他就會手忙腳亂 。
只要看到女人哭﹐ 明明他是對的話他也會認錯和投降 。
只要看到女人哭﹐ 他會忘記了什麼是原則。
只要看到女人哭﹐ 他願意為她承受一切錯誤和後果。
只要看到女人哭﹐ 他願意用身體來保護她。
只要看到女人哭﹐ 他就覺得對不起她。

當她哭濕了他的肩脖﹐他什麼都給她。

也許他不是一個很聰明的男人﹐也許他不是一個很有出息的男人﹐他也不是一個很深情的男人﹐但是﹐他害怕眼淚﹐他就是可愛的。

從此以後﹐我可以用眼淚來終止一場吵架或一場冷戰。

我可以用眼淚來講我那些橫蠻的道理。

我還可以用眼淚來欺騙他。

雖然我們都知道﹐當他變了心多少眼淚也不能讓他回心轉意﹐但他愛我的時候﹐我還是可以用眼淚來征服他。

無論我多麼堅強和獨立﹐無論多麼討厭用眼淚來達到目的﹐當我想用眼淚的時候﹐我要知道我的眼淚還是管用的。


©張小嫻
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let's start off with this:
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do yuu find this familiar? do yuu? do yuu? -earnest lOok on my face-
yuu dO, don't yuu? it's my favOurite chinese stOry boOk when im was much yOunger! QIQI's her name! LOL! happened to find this whOle series at IMM's Popular tOday when i went with mummie. :D
nd i actually had the impluse to buy it, trust me. -rOlling on the flOor- but i really like her alOt can! :D:D

anOther one that i like alOt tOo,
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Tricia;JiaHuan. one of the cutest creature ever appeared in my live. =D

ok. been wanting to share this with all my readers;
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WAKAKAS! i saw him at Tampines bus interchange while on the way to find darling at her schOol.

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dOn't ask me what it is. its sOme charity fOr sOme arts schoOl leavers or whatever. i can't be bOthered. just kept luffing nd feeling dumbfOunded, lOoking at him. >.< Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket
spent the last weekend with them wOrking at expO. =) nice bunch of ppl who kept saying im pretty! =D -super huge grins- euphOric.

thanks, laOda. for 配合ing with me.
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when im 21, i'd be
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like this!! :D:D
oh-how-i-ahdOre-bikes!

nd yeah! i finally gO for facial again, after dinOyears! =D
my face's super clean nOw! but the price i paid is uper high can!
i did U.S today- dOn't ask me what dOes it stand fOr. i don't know. the facialist -if there's such a word- did a great job, in making me feel damn damn pain IN MY FACE! its the place of my entire skin mass which i can't stand PAIN the mOst! but she's really gOod larh. my skin's so clean nd much smoOther nOw. :))

the ambience was nice, it's superb! sO i didn't shOut nd scream like sOme pasar auntie. it'll be such a BIG disgrace larh. so all i can dO is to pinch myself. =S yeah. pinch myself to divert the pain-ness on face to my hands and my legs. my tOes were tightly tangled tOgether cOs it was sO damn PAIN!
but when everything is dOne, i enjOy lOoking at myself in the mirrOr even mOre. >.<
went vivO with mummie for lunch at LJS. ye-arky cOunterpersOn serving us cOld nd chewy chicken. -stick my tOngue out-
mummie never fail to pamper me, her one nd only daughter! she treated me to Ben nd Jerry's tOday. wOoper nice! =)
den we went off to fetch daddy frOm wOrk nd zOomed off to IMM. nd guess what, we stayed for 2hOurs in Popular. hahas! that's what will happen when yuu put my mum nd i in a boOkstOre. we lOve bOoks! :D
nd mummie bOught me a bOok; 我们都是公主. it's a gOod bOok- gOod chinese bOok. the paragraph abOve is written by her. ^_^

im having a gOod bOok to accOmpany me thrOugh the night. =)
oh yeah, im aiming JodiPicoult nd CeceliaAdhern's bOok. any one of it. -im hinting- LOL.

>.<
gOodnight wOrld =)


XOXOs

Friday, June 1, 2007 @ 8:45 PM
i feel safe.
yes, i feel safe. in your embrace.

thank you. =)


XOXOs