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Wednesday, May 30, 2007 @ 6:59 PM

phucking irritated.

haven't been updating lately. guess this gOnna be a lOng entry. =x

alOt has been gOing through my mind lately.. even things from the pasts.

suddenly, im reminded of him one fine morning on the way to schOol.. reminded of how close we used to be, how we used to chat everyday, how he specially take the bus home with me nd go back again.. every little thing. every little thing that we shared. its all between us, only us. -nostalgic-

been wOrking at the fair for the past weekend. didn't really enjOy myself, cos i was the only young gurl there. =x the rest are middleaged ladies. but they are fun peOple larh. =) did i mention that one of them actually said i lOok like 13yr old? LOL. -.-
anw, ztp was there. bud changrOng's nO lOnger with them. i didn't know until i msg him.. the fair's kinda bOring without him. i feel empty at the fair without him.

ohyeah. did i mention that half of my class is irritating? im so glad deva is not here today, that nOisy guy. nd some of the gurls, omg. they're so uncOuth can. they drag the chairs nd tables like nobody's business. wtfreak. didn't their secondary sch teachers teach them how to pull the chair out nd seat down quietly? i so dOn't like my class. so much so that i told FaithLee straight that i can't blend in with the class.

nd my bruddar. phucking irritating bruddar can! wear my slipper out. PHUCK LARH! he wore the slipper that sweetie bOught for me! can yuu believe it?! wakaOs! even i alsO can't bear to wear lor, how dare he wear! I PHUCKING HATE MY BRUDDAR! he's really a phucking useless bruddar, making no contribution to my family. i phucking dislike him!

XOXOs

Friday, May 25, 2007 @ 7:34 PM

periOd, i simply HATE it.

freakking pain mensus cramp today morning. totally spoil my mOod during the trip out to e Navy Open House as a class. =x
yeah, i don't see why they wanna bring us there toO. but it was kinda fun larh, before the mensus thingy came to me. luckily i get to ride the RhipleRide before it came. =D
e trip rOund the sea was superb! right, gals? =)
althOugh ahchuan(>.<) was holding onto the handle damn tightly (cos it was bumpy nd jerky), but im sure she enjOyed it tOo, eh? =)
out of us 7, only i know how to swim. but anw, i think everyone enjOyed! even yvOnne nd alicia agreed with me to go for another rOund! =) the feeling was thrilling nd simply fantastic.

then, the stupid mensus came. argh. i hate it when the cramps fOllows. grr. i can simply kill myself. nd to make things wOrse, the ~~farking~~ bus driver was actually late for 2 HOURS! like wth!2GOODHOURS. yuu know? yuu know? 2HOURS leh! nd he still can show us black face when he arrived. freak yuu! >.<

anw,

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syaz e president, peixuan, alicia, yvOnne, jarina, laOda nd me. =)
we are happy gurls. cos we get to ride the Rhiple Ride after waiting nd queueing for like, alm0ost an hOur? ^-^

i miss ctb`

XOXOs

Wednesday, May 23, 2007 @ 8:10 PM

i don't know.

i don't know. i wanna say,

i miss euu.

yes, euu. don't lOok around. its euu.

i think there's something wrong with my brain. my right brain, in precise. its giving me more and more troubles. im taking panadol everyday. i don't wanna tell my dad nd mum. i don't wanna bomb them with my prOblems.

my life circulates around school now. which makes me having nothing to blog about cos my school life's practically BORING! esp. when yuu're in the most rundown campus ever nd stuck with a bunch of childish guy classmates. rar!!how i wish these 2 years can come to an end ASAP. like, in a blink of eyes?

i've been thinking alot about my burfday celebration for this year. Bowie might be having a party at MOS. tt's so cool. how about me? rar! im sucha bOring persOn. =x

i feel no life! totaly no life!

save me, superman!

XOXOs

Tuesday, May 22, 2007 @ 7:59 PM

argh!

omfreakinggod. my headache is coming back.
ND THIS TIME, ITS EVEN WORSE THAN BEFORE!
i don't know why. its just so automatic.

i'vebeenswallowingpanadolsforthepastconsecutivefourdays.
i'veswallowed10pillsinfourdays.
i feel terrible.

finally met up with the wholly ctb` yesterday! =D
uber glad- apart from some *&^%$#@! interlude. ops. ^^
but anyway, im super super glad that i've met up with darling Barbara~!! =D
we went high together! :))

ohyeah, ytd. we kinda got back our accts's progresstest. im elated! i scores 78%. for accts- okays! i never thought that i can actually score an A for accts! uber elated. =D=D had business test today. it was fine larh. i think i can make it. =D
rar~! i wanna complain- she didn't do anything, she don't really deserve the marks. grr. if only i have the courage to tell the lecturer. rar, im angry with myself for being sucha coward. can't even stand up for us. =@
but forget it, there won't be a next time. =)

ohmigod. i have flOorball training tml. gosh. should i even gO? i mean, yeah. i wanted to join, nd i got in. but yuu know, im fickle minded larh. =p
the thought of running around like a sweaty monkey totally turns me off. =/
we shall see larh. i don't think its that important- since perixuan doens't have one tOo! gurl, i'll jOin yuu kays! den we gO LJS tgt! =p
oh yeah. tag tag tag, gurl! =D

kaykays. gtg off.
oh yeah, before i ferget, im getting addicted to
DBSK - CHOOSEY LOVER.
rar! thanks to my darling chinyee nd her sexy lady arh*
-roll eyes-

XOXOs

Friday, May 18, 2007 @ 11:37 PM

this is disgusting.

magic show wasn't that fantastic afterall.

im starting to resent the idea of gOing all the way down.

oh, i can't do this.

im gOnna have a peaceful night.

i will sleep like im DEAD with all the medicines. i need silence.

XOXOs

Thursday, May 17, 2007 @ 6:41 PM

grumble! grumble! grumble!

ok. i have so much to grumble about. gosh. im starting to think, if im really an old lady. why do i have so much to complain nd grumble about!

public transport.
so. when i was on the bus home today, i have this sudden urge to buy a bike/car. its like, im so freaaaaaakking disgusted by the other pasengers man! i wanna have a private transport to myself. the one seating opp me was an old man wearing some dirtied clothes. but that was alright. it didn't disgust me. the thing he did- PICKING THE NOSE like nobody's business! grOss kays! argh. -makes my stomach CHURN-

then, there is this auntie. it wasnt my concern larh. but i feel irritated- some other ppl was putting their bag on this particular spot. then e moment she board the bus, she tried to put her super big barang barang (those garang guni kind of) bag on top of the persOn's bag. omfreaggingGOD! of course the persOn would feel irritated nd take away her bag ma. again, this happened opposite me. grr. -inconsideration-

nd when i thought these are disasterous enough, along comes a man full of tabacoo smell! ROAR!!! i think he just finished smOking. the smell makes the 3 of us wanna puke! not that im being mean or whatsoever, but i cant take the smell man! luckily i was alighting at the very next stop. =/

so all this adds up nd make me wanna buy a private transport like, NOW! gosh. how i hate public transport. nd how contradicting given the fact that i have to take it everyday. =S

SC
yeah. the abovementioned is the name of my class. um, not that i wanna grumble larh. just that we had a scolding from our CA few days ago. grr. i have to suffer through the lecture even though i wasn't part of those who were targeted. rar! actually i agreed what our modules teacher said. some of the ppl r childish. yes, childish. at the age of 17-19. totally jaw-drOpping.
i thought i wouldn't come across childish classmates again. rar! they like to mimick teachers nd produce irritating sound at the expense of other mates in the rOom. rar! =x

tests.
im never someone who'd get mental block when there's a test. emphasis- TEST. not exam. but today when i did e Accounts's test, i felt so uncertain of my answers- though it turned out to be mostly correct. why is this happening? bcos im constantly reminded of GPA? i don't know. -imfeelingsouncertain-

darling chinyee got some magic show's tickets for ctb`
at rp tml night. =) im so glad. she's so sweet! =D we can get together again! :))
im so lOoking forward. =D wheez!

Left? Or right.

XOXOs

Wednesday, May 16, 2007 @ 8:45 PM

hello everyone!!

HELLO everyone!!
im back! =D

no1, i actually have alot of pictures to share. but im too lazy to uplaod. lately, the photobucket's kinda not working- unable to upload many at a go.
only 3 to share for now:

our trip to RP to find our lOvelies.

gagas. i think i lOok like some idiot here. =/

i've failed in trying to act dao. in the end, it turned out to be like this. wugagas.

anw, i've was taken ill for the past 2days. went to the doctor nd had mc for 2days. woOohoO! slept at home throughout e afternoOn ytd. e medicine's making me drowsy. o.O

nOthing big happened lately excpet for some conflicts-to-be among us again. i seriously alsO dunno what's happening. hais. why does our friendship seems to be even more fragile than anything on earth. why could any one of us actually say that out so lightly ~~nd denying it~~.

alrites. im so drowsy from the medicine now. gOnna sleep. will update with more when im better. =)
till then,
~~i'll~~ take care!

XOXOs

Saturday, May 12, 2007 @ 1:39 AM

1.39am

hello fOlks.
have phOtos to share but decided to upload tml instead. it 1.40am in the morning now! chatting with qianhui sweetie for few hours.. sweetie, thanks for everything! :))

ended schOol at 11am nd went to imm with the SCians. :))
eff the CA. normally we need 45mins to reach the schOol. nd we met at 7am today; emphasis on 7AM! but due to heavy rain nd traffic jam, we reached the classroOm at 8.2o. nd guess what, she say she'll mark us zero since we're late for more than 1o minutes! what the freak!
so after lesson we went to talk to her, nd guess what she say! unless yuu're taking the train den somebody commit suicide larh, if not no excuse.
its like, what the freaking hell! but i cant be bothered with her also, so we just went off for th next lessOn.

anw, went to mim with qinyi, syaz, peixuan, yvonne, alicia, jarina for lunch. since we have 3GOOD hours before we have to return to sch for choir. yes yes yes! yuu got me right- im in choir! freagging funneh- Wilson Goh! he's actually the choir instructor for WWChoir too. so kinda like, see him before le. the damn funneh nd cute- his actions nd accent. ahem*
so yeahs, went back for choir until 4 nd went back to imm again. =x
this time, its actually to meet sweetie qianhui nd jennyfurr. in the end only the 3 of us dined tgt. jennyfurr came later. bumped into henry at Cartel since he was working there.. catch up a lil only, since he as working.. den went off to meet darling chinyee nd ahbOo, while waiting for jenn sweets. so we parted when we arrived- leaving them for dinner (qianhui accompany jenn) while we bus-sed home from imm..
went tO chinyee's place for awhile. doesnt wantO go home so early lately. its like, bOredOm man! theres nothing for me to do at home! wth.
im like, SO HUNGRY NOW!!
we shouldnt have eaten dinner so early; though i was hungry like mad just now!
its okay, at least i had an enjoyabe dinner tOday! =D thanks sweetie, for rushing all the way down. yuu made the effort! =D

oh yeah, thanks sweetie for being the wise one.
treasure yuu lOads! =D
lOves.

XOXOs

Wednesday, May 9, 2007 @ 9:43 PM

phOtos nd photOs.

let's start with laOda cutting her hair; slight difference. =)

yeah, we were supposed to be dOing homewOrk. >.<

yeah i know, self obessed! =)

befOre meeting sweeties; lunchtime.

met up with qianhui nd jenn last night for dinner at Holland V. dined at jenn's friend's family restaurant. very nice ambience! =) totally enjOyed the dinner! thanks jenn! lOvely~
went off to eski bar after dinner. a bar at Holland V tOo. depicted from the name, its freezing cOld.
so we were actually seating outside at the not-so-cold area. nd being curiOus, we mOved into the freezing rOom. omg, i swear its damn freezing! we were still luffing nd saying that we're served by eskimos. LOL! they really need to wear like that! the rOom was belOw 0degrees!
but still, we managed to survive there for half an hour nd shivered arOund!
photos photos photos..

fOursome! =D

qianhui nd me! =)=)

oh yeah, our drinks- didn't manage to take a picture of the shOoter we shared. its named blowjob. gagas. but its not bad, except for the cherry sinking into the tiny cup. =x

she's indeed spastic!

the 2 Qs. qinyi nd qianhui!!

the princess. jennyfurr nd jiiayan. :))

we're trying to be funny since there's no bartender inside!

me nd qinyi- uber uber cOld in there!!

favOurites!

yeah yeah. that's about it.
oh yeah jenn, the date-a-single thing is funneh! nd lame. -.-
but i definitely had a fantastic time ytd night!
LET'S HAVE MORE MEET UPS!!

XOXOs

Monday, May 7, 2007 @ 6:37 PM

oh madarLings!

LIP SERVICE
n. Verbal expression of agreement or allegiance, unsupported by real conviction or action;
insincere expression of friendship, admiration, support, etc.;
SOUL KISS/FRENCH KISS
an open-mouthed kiss in which the tongue of one partner is manipulated in the mouth of the other.

my dear gurls, i heard from laOda e stOry. gagas. its funeh, i swear! um, at least it made me luffing for a solid 5 mins! =D=D not tt im luffing at yuu gurls, but its really damn CUTE!! i swear its CUTE okays!!

Disclaimer: this is purely jOking, no offence nd hard feelings yeah? im sure yuu gurls understand, since yuur always luff at my silly mOves. =x

XOXOs

Sunday, May 6, 2007 @ 7:56 PM

='(

你知道吗？原来心痛真的是很难忍受。
每次对自己说
这是最后一次，哭完就要笑着面对你。

but i can't seem to do it.

XOXOs

@ 1:29 PM

this is.

this is not the kind of friendship i want.
this is tedious. this is vexing. this is intolerable.
this is phuck.

i don't wanna do this anymore.

-whyisitsofragile-

XOXOs

@ 9:59 AM

im a good gurl!

im gOing to be a gOod gurl tOday and stay at hOme, just like yesterday. was ill yesterday; flu, fever nd cOugh. panadol didn't help much. >.<
theres quite a number of gOod shows on tv tOday. im gOnna hug a packet of potato chips and seat in front of the tv! =D
im a gOod gurl! :))

XOXOs

Saturday, May 5, 2007 @ 3:50 PM

i miss yuu !!

i miss yuu i miss yuu i miss yuu !!
yes i miss yuu !!
:)

XOXOs

Friday, May 4, 2007 @ 7:41 PM

tug-of-war

or is it tug-a-war? whatever yuu call it. that's how im feeling larh. =x

WARNING: THIS GONNA BE A VULGAR ENTRY.

blOody mOody nowadays. wearing a face to schOol nd anOther at home. i dowan anyone to ask about my problems. dOn ask if im okays. COS IM NOT. =)
yuu'd be greatly appreciated if yuu don ask me anything. really. cos im feeling

PHUCKING PISSED OFF BY THIS PHUCKING WORLD THAT IS FULL OF PHUCKING PEOPLE DOING PHUCKING THINGS TO MAKE OTHER PEOPLE PHUCKING ANGRY ND YET STILL THINK THE ANGRIED PERSON IS PHUCKING DOMINEERING.

what the hell is this world coming to be!

-phucked up-

XOXOs

Thursday, May 3, 2007 @ 8:51 PM

lip service.
i can tell yuu straight, I DON NEED IT. ((:
save it for someone who needs it.
it'll only make me phucking pissed off. ((:
I MEAN EVERY WORD I SAY.

rar! school's getting into shape gradually. actually the clasmates aren't that bad afterall- bunch of cranky ppl infact. somehow im constantly reminded of Fazilla. honey, i miss yuu so much!! =(
account's getting on my nerves, officeapp's gettin boring, business reminds me of eddielau. gagas.

ramen tml! Tank's sch concert on mon- that is if sweetie's able to gimme the tix still.. :))
argh. im having a bad tummy now. rar rar rar! its freakking pain! isay Hello! to all the aches; backaches, headaches, tummyache. gagas. wth is happening to me. im getting weaker nd warmer day by day. my body temperature's gOing up. they call it global warming when it happens to Mother Earth. what should i call it when it happens to me? wugagas! ok. im lame.

-i thought im strong. i thought-
i hate myself for crawling back to yuu.

XOXOs