Tuesday, April 17, 2007 @ 3:12 PM
its untittled. cos i don't even know what should i blog about. i just feel like blogging.

i went to school with classmate, Syazanna (Mary, familiar??) tOday..
mummie was still at hOme when i went out. intended to wait for her nd gO off together. due tO time constraining, i gotta gO first. even though i tried to stay at hOme for as long as i could.
i dOwan to go out. i wantO stay at hOme with mummie. i wantO be with her. i dowan to go to that unfamiliar nd unfeeling place. in the end, i could not contrOl myself nd cried in the lift=x
i just dunnO how to do this, especially when mummie comfOrted me nd asked me to cheer up befOre i went out.
cried aagin, when i came online just now. co si read ctb`'s blog. even when i think of it now, i still feeling like crying. every gurls' entry makes me feel warm right from the bOttom of my heart. nd felt even so when i saw smallest sweetie's entry at her blog- saying that she love ctb.

anw, laOda is still in schoOl. nd she gOnna be there till 5. =x
darlingW is hOme cos she's not feeling well.
darlingC is dOing presentation when i came online.
darlingM, i dunno what is she dOing. thou im quite positive she's in school larh.
as for darlingB, yuu still have time to have fun. like what mary says, treasure yuur days!! lol, sounds weird.
i miss ctb. however, we're gOing to meet up for dinner ltr. with smalllest, since she lives so far away. =(

talk about sch. we did OFA today. the only lesson we had. um, yeah. lesson is part of orientation. i think it's to let us see if we can adapt to the teaching style nd everything la. watched DC's video during Business lesson. TKS was kinda fun la. given the fact that the lecturer finished the lessOn in 15mins when it was supposed to be an hour's lessOn. OFA was kinda interesting cos we did hands-on. nd tml's gOnna be a damn bOring nd irritating day. i can fOrsee. cOs we gOnna do class cheer. like duh! which sch in the right mind would ask the student to do class cheer? god. nd guess what, e banner is in a SQUARE shape. where got banner in square shape de? especially one that is supposed to be hung outside e classrOom. =x god.
nd yeah. i so don like our class rep can. she's this big size ex cheerleader. nd i think she's unfriendly. =x
but gotta admit this, she's got damn nice de eyes!! its big, the colour is nice (i guess its natural cos she's a mix), nd the eyelash's LONG!! as far as im concern, thats e only thing that i like about her. god.
so actually on the whOle,
i don't like my new environment.

-emOtiOnally drained-

i want my darlings, dearie, sweetie!

oh yeah, thanks chinyee, laOda nd barbara for the cOncern nd lOve yuu gurls showered me with ytd. barbara, now yuu know why i didn't wanna answer yuur call initially? gagas. nd thanks to mary nd ahbOo also for all the heart felt entries yuu gurls wrOte at ctb` de blog.

XOXOs