Sunday, April 29, 2007 @ 12:26 AM
my beautiful ordinary life with slight defection.
wugagas. everything's fine le. all are sort out. even things that we didn't talk about in the past.
today's made ctb` even stronger nd clOser
i don't know. i just feel so relaxed now. literally everything is spOken nd cleared. though we still agree that there are some stuff between us that can't seem to go away. patience - that's what we need. =)
really grateful that darling mary nd darling chinyee made the effort the whOle night. i wanted, so much to say Thanks nd I Love Yuu to yuu both just now. but somehow, i don't know how, i just swallowed back the words. i don't know. i feel like im lOssing myself. im never bothered by the problem of expressing myself especially to my closed ones. part of me is gone. part of the candid me is gone.
why?!but anyway, i still wanna thanks chinyee nd mary. i can see yuu're trying yuur best even though we didn't want to open our mouths initially.
THANK YUU!!to sweetie mushrOom. thanks for everything nd sOrry for everything. hmm hmm, maybe we should do it ourselves without laOda. =x
yuu know..to dear laOda. gimme time. i'll tell yuu my answer. i don't know but.. =)
next thing, 2oo pOunds beauty is a nice shOw. i always thought its a comedy until chinyee asked me if i will cry. lol- in the end, i cried. cos towards the ending was kinda tOuching. when Jenny/Hanna confessed everything on her concert. esp when she said she
deserted her friends for. maybe also bcos of what happened between me and sweetie, i realised that friends are really impOrtant. i don't know. i feel uneasy/uncomfortable/akward, whichever the word is when i see her friend cOming to the stage to sing with her. suddenly all the memOries of us came back to me. its not really so much of the movie's content that tOuched me. its more of the memOries i share with my dear friends.
darlings have made me realise something that even i didn't nOtice myself. i lOve ahbOo! =)=)
tts the reasOn for everything. i really have so much to say, but seems like words can't express my feelings.千言万语说不清, 一切尽在不言中. =)=)
nd just now, i relly meant what i said on the car; how i wish i can spend the night with yuu girls. yeah larh. sOunds wrOng larh. but that's from the bOttom of my heart. =)
it's the first time i have such feelings.
of all the talks we had, i think tonight's have the greatest impact on me -maybe all of us- in fact.
now i can say LOUDLY:
i love my beautiful ordinary life
with slight defection.oh yeah, one thing that i am sure nd wanna say now;
I AM SUPER HUNGRY!!!!Labels: my beautiful ordinary life with slight defection.
XOXOs
