Thursday, March 22, 2007 @ 9:16 PM
while my clique were enjOying themselves at e sleepover last night, im at hOme trying to make up my mind. tOrn between e tempting Shatec n the omg ITE course. Shatec provides me with everything i want. ITE gimme nothing that i yearn for. omg. i really don't know what to do.
barbara says pick Shatec. other gurl.friends suggests entering ite while waiting for Shatec's intake in July.

after pOndering, conclusiOn is to take THE ROUTE. entering ite while waiting for Shatec's intake. =)
anw, there's a interview for Shatec before entering. but i think i can get in, given my eloquency in language. though i FLUNK my maths and pgeO for big time. nd im still considering cos im afraid i might not be able to cOpe with the hetic Shatec life, though im sure im gOing to enjOy it.
its a private system afterall. hais.
SHATEC? ITE? SHATEC? ITE?
it's always my dream to enter Shatec since im 15..

anyway, weilOng msged me that day. nd guess wad? he's dismissed frOm np. reasOn being he flunk his exams. omg. seriously speaking, i think people in pOlys/jcs.. yuu guys should really treasure yuur position in the school. not everyone is able to get in like yuu guys do.
suddenly, i thought of Ms Kok. the sentence she always say to us. i finally realise that its damn true, "There are 300+schools of Olevel takers fighting for one seat in the course that yuu want. What makes yuu stand out, is yuur results and yuur characteritsic."
something liddat de la. now then i realise its true, no one ia guaranteed a seat anywhere unless yuu put in all yuur 101% effOrt. guyess i just didn't dO enough. guess i just have nO fate with pOlys.

argh. stop talking about all the unhappy and tOuchy tOpics. (each time its mentioned in our conversations, my tears would drop. unknown to me..)
i didn't get to eat e brocoli today. nd my craving hasnt die dOwn. omg. i so wanto eat it NOW . grr.

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