im lerthargic.
while my clique were enjOying themselves at e sleepover last night, im at hOme trying to make up my mind. tOrn between e tempting Shatec n the omg ITE course. Shatec provides me with everything i want. ITE gimme
that i yearn for. omg. i really don't know what to do.
barbara says pick Shatec. other gurl.friends suggests entering ite while waiting for Shatec's intake in July.
after pOndering, conclusiOn is to take THE ROUTE. entering ite while waiting for Shatec's intake. =)
anw, there's a interview for Shatec before entering. but i think i can get in, given my eloquency in language. though i
my maths and pgeO for big time. nd im still considering cos im afraid i might not be able to cOpe with the hetic Shatec life, though im sure im gOing to enjOy it.
its a private system afterall. hais.
anyway, weilOng msged me that day. nd guess wad? he's dismissed frOm np. reasOn being he flunk his exams. omg. seriously speaking, i think people in pOlys/jcs.. yuu guys should really treasure yuur position in the school. not everyone is able to get in like yuu guys do.
suddenly, i thought of Ms Kok. the sentence she always say to us. i finally realise that its damn true, "There are 300+schools of Olevel takers fighting for one seat in the course that yuu want. What makes yuu stand out, is yuur results and yuur characteritsic."
something liddat de la. now then i realise its true, no one ia guaranteed a seat anywhere unless yuu put in all yuur 101% effOrt. guyess i just didn't dO enough. guess i just have nO fate with pOlys.
argh. stop talking about all the unhappy and tOuchy tOpics. (each time its mentioned in our conversations, my tears would drop. unknown to me..)
i didn't get to eat e brocoli today. nd my craving hasnt die dOwn. omg. i so wanto eat it
. grr.
Tuesday, March 20, 2007 @ 8:51 PM
TO MY DEAREST CTB !!
dear friends:
sometimes its just a small gesture from yuu that makes me feel vey happie. just a sentence "e stayover party won't be fun without yuu" can make me feel so lOved and special. a small thought of me while shOpping, nd buying something for me, makes me feel pleasantly surprised. though there might be misunderstandings along the way, but im glad that we cleared the airs nd remained lOving. im truly happie nd glad tuh have yuu gurls as my friends.
darling, i really lOve yuu. thanks for everything yuu did for me, nd said to cOmfort me. im really glad that
Energy let me get to know sucha dear friend! really! :))
my dear chemically bOnded sista, congrats that yuu've gOtten into a poly. ive nv said that to yuu befOre, cos im in a abyss myself nd everything drained my energy level
LOW. thanks for being understanding nd staying by my side. =)
hey, my cOol until cannOt de laOda! yuu're great, nd yuu're dOing just fine. don regret about the decisiOns in the past. jiayOu, im sure we can make it. no matter its poly or ite! we gOnna rOck whichever instituition we get in! =D
hey small friend, thanks for yuur encOuraging smses n testi.. nd all the much appreciated stuff yuu said to jiayOu for me! lOves! =))
mary, yuu know I LOVE YUU! thanks for staying through the call last night, though yuu also dOnt like to consOle n cOmfort peOple. but thanks for letting me know yuu're there for me.
I REALLY ADORE AND LOVE MY CTB TO BITS ND PIECES!!yuu gurls really cheered me up!
"就算跌倒, 也要豪迈的笑!"yes, i will bear this sentence in mind. nd i will always have yuu gurls in my heart. its no lOnger 女人的廉价友情. its 真挚的友情! :))
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okis. dOne with the tOuching part to my friends. next is what i wanna say to my fOlks. though they might not see it, but i want the whole world to know
HOW GOOD MY FOLKS ARE to me! =DD
my dearest mummie. although she always seems to be not interested in my talking nd rantings, but actually she really pays attention to everything i say. when i hear from her, "i know yuu like management n tourism studies, why not yuu consider Shatec?"
im really
stunned for words. she never like me to enter Shatec, but when she heard me crying last night, ... :)) all i can ever say is,
MUMMIE I LOVE YUU!
my super cute nd my uber lOving daddy! i think he's the
DAD OF THE CENTURY. seriously. =)
he's suppOrtive of me, no matter where i decide to go, what i decided to do. although he dislike me chasing idols, but when he sees me sad over this matter, he'd soften his heart nd say "yes". everything i wanna say to my daddy n mummie is really 一切尽在不言中..
DADDY, MUMMIE, 我爱你们!!!:))
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dOne with all the tOuching 桥段. next is how my darlings accOmpanied me and laOda to RP to write appeal letter. :)) sOme photos to share. =)
yubb, on the way there, we were still able to kid nd fOol around.
anw, nOtice laOda's expressiOn in bOth pictures!
its near to impOssible for the 6 of us to take a picture togther. we'll make dO with this first. anw, we were with my mummie. =)
yubb, in RP. ive finished writing mine and waiting for laOda. ^its really a tOuching scene for me.
its been sometime since we tOok up a pen nd started writing again.
randOm, this is barbara with my hair clip ytd at mary's. -.-
i think she lOoks comic larh.
sometime ago.
once again. =)
the feeling is GOOD! :))
lastly,
i wanna rant!!!MY BRUDDAR IS A FREAGGING FCUKING BLODDY IRRITATING IDIOT!!!i shall not waste my breath again to talk about this. my peOple would know, e only thing i fight with my bruddar n makes my blOod boil is-
COMPUTER.
I WANT A LAPTOP!!! =(but lalalal, im not going to let him dampen my quite happy mOod today. though i fear the results, but im really grateful for everything that tOok place tOday.
i love my beautiful ordinary life~ :)
XOXOs
Monday, March 19, 2007 @ 3:20 AM
yuu might be thinking: this is is so boring. changing blogskin everyday.
my explaination: ytd's was only for temporaily. im possessed to use that skin. nd yubbs. i like my current one nd might not change it
again in the near future.
but! yuu know, never trust what a wOman says.
oh, i dont even know why am i explaining all this sh*it. LOL.
maybe bcos of the time now: 3.23am. gagas. blogging in the middle of the night, again. my life has toppled up nd down. waking up in nOon and sleeping only near to dust. hmm. nd i realise my dark rings
HAS WORSEN!! my lOwer eyelid is now
PURPLE in colour!! omg. what should i do?! maybe i should get a concealer asap nd use it until i visit the facial thingy. omg =x
visited
foodfair in the afternOon. yeah, as i expected it. LENG LENG de. not much peOple. cos its at suntec. which is not so
grand compared to expO's. but i saw ZTP n Kellys! they're next to each other again! lol. but changrOng wasnt there. and so wasnt Japann Curry=]
think he only worked there tt time. lol, won't get to see him again. =x gagas.
was thinking of my entry content nd suddenly, Baby's calling from living rOom. ahahas, yuu must be wOndering who is Baby. lol, its actually another hamster bruddar's friends bought for his burfday. Gypsy is with Ian now. and Baby's pregnant! but they're of diff. breed. Baby is fierce. she tried to bite me when i stroked her just now. grr. but anw, from these twO small lil nOthings, i can see that my mummie is a
wOman with big heart!!
cos she really cares for them alot. sO tOuched to have sucha scene. cos my fOlks nv allOwed us to have pets. esp my bruddar. cos he's 3min heated. lol, if yuu know what that means. =x
nd i really dunno if its a fag now or what. seems like quite a number of people r giving hamsters as a burfday present. bruddar's got 2 grOups of friends getting him hamsters as presents. while barbara (nd her friend Phoebe) is getting it for their friend's burfday. what's with the hamster craze?! uhuh.
okays. its 3.32am. i need to go for chess sessiOn with uncle zhou. LOL. gOod night/ gOod mOrning wOrld.
its a familiar phrase
:D
XOXOs
Saturday, March 17, 2007 @ 7:25 PM
Date with mummie!
randOmly, i think im a gOod daughter. bcos nomatter how busy i am, i'd still take time out to shOp and chat with my fOlks. went out with mummie to Vivo n Square 2 today. and will be treating them to dinner tml night. =) i lOve my simple yet exciting life now! :))
anyway, Square 2 is a
big disaster. really. trust me. ulu and spOoky. =x
not an ideal shOpping place.
oh yes! smthg i must mention! it's really a great coincidence that i happen to seat beside Barbara's friend- Huijie nd another 2 gurls- just now at Vivo LJS. well, i was actually eating, den i heard "Barbara".. "Phoebe".. "Phobe got 16 for O level".. "Joanna" etc etc.
so i thought to myself and tOld my mum, "e 3 gurls beside us seems to be Barbara's friends" cos of what they mentioned.
and true enuff, when Barbara called me ltr, she tOld me that those gurls were really her friends! sucha cOincidence larh! =D
nd yeah, i bought a stripped Esprit blOuse e other day, nd was super eager to wear it. nd i wOre it today!! =)
gees.
we were actually in Daiso, den i saw this hOod, super nice! nd the colour is not bad. out of nothing, i bought it! lalala~
^ very randOm. was writing my name on a piece of paper some days ago. nd it seems to be nice! lol. zi-lian!
anw, came across this pic online nd i like it alot!
tried to put it as my blog template. but bcos of the weird n down system (of Blogger) i cant do so. grr.
nd this too,
so seductive! but i like it.
sexay! =D
um, sudden break. im hungry n need fOod. gOnna logoff. i'll blog again sOmeday! LOVES!
XOXOs
Friday, March 16, 2007 @ 5:28 PM
Gypsy.
i woke up this morning nd to my horror,
Gypsy was gOne!
Gypsy is actually a small-lil-dirty-coloured-yet-red-eye hamster. its actually a gift from my
bruddar's friend for his birthday.
sidetrack; yeah, i dO like hamsters la. bud eversince i gOt beaten by it, i dOn really dare to tOuch it anymOre. =x
as i was saying, the small lil hamster jumped out of it's temporaily hOuse and ran arOund in thr rOom on its own!
i tried to find him, but tO no avail. so i had no chOice but to shut him in
bruddar's rOom the whole day. which means, i left
Gypsy in the big rOom running around nd didn't lOcate him to put him back. nd true enuff, by evening time, he re-appeared on
bruddar's desk. den
mummie and i put him into a bigger hOuse. cos actually
daddy didnt want
bruddar to adOpt him- cos he's not a pet persOn!
anw, i tried to get him on my camera. but failed. =x this is the best i can do.
oh yes,
judy.
triicia is actually my small cOusin larh. lol, if my friend ever do that kinda thing to me/ my apparel, i swear her's would be worse. LOL.
nd yes, i didnt get my prata today. e craving didn't die down. just that im lazy to step out of my hOuse. =x nd ive been sleeping e whOle day. no activity = sleeping time! nap turning into a sleep. LOL.
nd
wenli, how could yuu put out convO on yuur blog nd say tt yuu blogged abt me?! grr. thats unfair. but okay la, sui bian la. LOL. -.-
sOrry, got LENG dao. T.T
XOXOs
@ 12:05 AM
되는대로의 if not, 임의의.
feeling rather randOm. craving for pratas on the way hOme from expO.
chemically bOnded sista is away on cruise. laoda is out with friends. small friend is out with her own friends. left with 2darling; chinyee and mary. =)
camped at mary's with chinyee for corner*with lOve till 6 and send chinyee hOme after tt.
headed for ahma's and went to expO.
on e way there, encOuntered (yet) anOther accident on PIE. seems thats everytime i take that rOute, there'll be an accident. lol. is it my prOblem? hmm. *ponders*
POP and Metro fair was a disappOintment. and bOring.
random no2. tricia urinated on my brand new IP Zone
purple sweater!! like wth larh! omg. den im like, forced to wash it now. grr.
okay, im still craving for prata. i'll have that for breakfast if i can wake up on time and if the craving doesnt die down. =x
btw, vivO trip on sat. anyone? =)
XOXOs
Thursday, March 15, 2007 @ 3:24 AM
randOm.ness
im tired but not sleepy.
im have to wake up early but sleeping late.
im lonely cos the world is sleeping.
but im lucky. cos i have my lets-get-together-partner, wenli!
ok, tOo randOm. but im chatting on msn with her.
she's bored. im bored.
so we're crapping.
time check: 3.29am
gOod morning, wOrld.
sometimes i think its a wonderful thing; we're experiencing 3
AM but the other part of the wOrld is actually 3
pm. i think its very 奇妙 kinda feeling.
im having mOon and they're having sun!!lalala~
i randOm. ((:
Labels: randOm
XOXOs
@ 1:42 AM
I LOVE MY CRANKY CTB!!!
updating again. been days since i updated.
tts bcos im busy with my favourite clique for the past 3days. =)
i really LOVE my friends!!
mary's granfather passed on few days ago. so she wasnt with us for the past few days.. and WE MISS MARY!!! yubbs, gonna see her tml!! but lao da, dumdum n ahbOo are not there. ahbOo, my chemically bOnded sista is away on the cruise..
*rmb to find yuur Jack and throw the bowling ball into e sea*
lol. tt our stupid jOke tt kept us luffing like mad today. =x
okays. officially sam-pat now. lol. really is uber high. compared to ytd's night, omg. like hell. my migraine is back. i think i will go hospital if my darling CTB managed to persuade me. lol. aiya, im afraied of death la. i'll admit it. lol. but what if the doctor says, "yuu have dunno wad stage of dunno wad illness" to me? omg. cant imagine. and i dowan. though i said i have no regrets in life now. brr.
anyway, went down to tampines ytd cos barbara's been cOming up to e west for so many times. and we went to ikea tam. yeah, it really wasnt a fun place. but with my cliques around, its fun! gees. luff-ed like MAD during dinner (finally have dinner together after being cheated for 3days!)
and i enjOy eating TOMATOES!! =D=D
anw, went to dover ite few days ago. and cam-whored in the washroom.
with my chemically bonded sista.
ok la. gonna be phOtos all the way le. =x
said to to, "e making of e making"
our star. =)
persOnally i like this alot. =D
S&K ambassodOr.
if yuu nOtice.. we're wearing the same sweater. (somehow it looks like uniform?)
rmb some time ago, we tOok the same pic. =)
suppOsedly we are family!
while others have cOuple rings, we have sista rings! from Diva.
ok. i dunno wad is she dOing. lol.
randOm one. mummie nd me. =D
okays. im a computer idiot. seems that i cant upload videos onto my blOg through photobucket. =x
im stupid. but yuu are NOT to agree with me. =x
XOXOs
Saturday, March 10, 2007 @ 6:27 PM
shop, shop and SHOP!!
first ting to say before i ferget.
the incident: i heard this persOn singing this sOng that was new to me. i didn't hear it before, and i heard it for the first time from this persOn. and the way this persOn sang it, it didn't really sound melodiOus to me. and i thought to myself, "not very nice a sOng, though the song name is nice". but when i heard it over the radiO tOday, i realise that its actually quite a nice sOng. as in, the tune and everything is actually not bad.
and then, i realise that was so bcos the persOn didn't sing in the right tune.. o.O
um, so i must say. its never accurate to hear a brand new sOng from someone apart from the original singer. huh huh~
anyway, been shOpping again. tOday was at AMK Hub.
see this? i think it's so nice! but its not wOrth larh. 34bucks for some rOtten material. though the design is nice. so in the end, i didn't buy it. daddy and mummie didn't suppOrt me either.
and i persOnally like this phOto alot. okays, i know im 自恋. but who don't lOve themselves?!
but seriOusly, i think it lOoks like sOme kind of advertisment photo leh? lol. trying to say i can be a mOdel. gagas, i know i dreaming. don't wake me up! :p
yala yala. im really 自恋 tOday can. this is me tOo. but taken long ago la. artistic tOo eh? omg. im so narcisstic today. opps. pardOn me.
okays. let's see what 战利品 i have in stOre today! =D *wide grins*
isn't this a nice baggy?
i think the inside is better!! gees, latest blu peep-toe pumps! $26.
2mini bags fromPepper+
$16 in exchange for this two bags, one for myself and one for mummie~
didn't really shOp much tOday. cos hafto get hOme earlier, mummie has to do hOusewOrk. -.-
i really love shopping!! =D
whenever i shop, i just feel so RELAXED and at ease! im getting addicted to shOpping. and my pay's gOnna run lOw. =x
3pumps, 1dress, 1pair of earring, 1pants, 1 perfume and 1 threading session.
SHIOK!!and facial session next week. cant wait!! but before that, im meeting bOw tml! cant wait. im gOnna get present fOr bruddar and belated one for kailin.. =)
i love shooooooooooooppingggggggg!! =D
Labels: shoooooooopinggggg
XOXOs
@ 12:56 AM
焦虑 . 郁闷
"现在也只能欣赏 唯一的合照一张"
如果有一天 by 梁静茹.
gotten pay. starting my 奢侈又奢华的 life once again. argh. no good no good. =x
but i
ENJOY it. living life like so riiiiiich tai-tais with my clique is
GOOD LIFE man!
and retail theraphy dOes help okays. on and off, ive bought quite sOme stuff.
kbOx-ed on the 6March.
Seoul Garden-ed on the 7th.
Hong Kong Street treat n visiting hair salOn on the 8th.
mahjOng sessiOn on the 9th.
LIVING LIFE LIKE TAITAIS!!!and we spent 600 over bucks in 3days!!
okay. i might get beaten up, but i think this pcture is amust!
um, she's actually rebOnding her hair larh.
i really like this dress! the necklace was placed just to go with it. it didn't come together! :))
wOohOo! peep-tOes pump and pOinter pumps! finally got them in my hands! ive been talking about it since i-dunno-when.
is a STEAL! only $19.90.
not really my kinda fOotwear, but i just love this. =)
SilkyGirl's Loving You. $9.90 from John Little. smells great! =D
and yeah, this is my new hair larh. but im determined to change back to my original parting. grr. this lOoks odd.
and yes, i know i lOok like some eygpt princess la. =.= wadeva! i'll post a better one after i wash my hair. =)
and yubbs. i finally learn the 台 thingy in mahjOng. which means i know the basic and normal stuff in mahjOng now. thou they kept saying i was just there to 凑人数. grr. i'll 慢慢来. 我可以的. (familiar sentence? :] my life mOtto!)
but once i get my hands on it, im sure i'll get addicted. =x
but anyway, thanks to mary and chinyee for teaching me, and barbara for the patience to seat there through the "tutOrial". ((:
it's 1.34am now. gOnna catch some sleep. gOing out tml. yawn`
gOod night, wOrld.
XOXOs
